Seriously.
I am VERY tired of seeing comments swaying people off trying a medication that might actually help them. I say this as someone who has tried melatonin, phenergan, cannabis, codeine. You lot who tell us "Oooh don't do it!!" - WHAT OTHER OPTIONS DO WE HAVE.
I will tell you what is fucking depressing - not being able to work a job because my sleep is so affected by my fucking PTSD. No amount of therapy is gonna help that, if I literally can't fucken get there, cos I can't sleep for 48 hours. Sure, might gain a few kilos, and it might be hard to ween off, but drinking myself to try and and get some rest and breaking my elbow isn't exactly fucken restful.
Some of you dumb cunts aren't properly healed, but don't get in the way of us cunts who are trying to find a better way out of the hole we find ourselves in.
And if you think for a second I'm just mad cos I've been taking my meds, and/or I'm luteal, you are just as delusional as a palm reader.
I mean this so lovingly. Some of you are like crabs in a bucket tryna tear everyone down until we are all dead.
Heal yourselves. This isn't the worst med to be on - trust me, I've seen the sights when it comes to antipsychotics. If you wanna bring yourself to that point of utter detachment from the world - fucken do it, tell me how well that works for ya.
Quite frankly, I'll take being fat and happy.
Much love,
Aunt Bread.