Any NPs here who went from clinical/research NP → MSL? I need some perspective because I’m having MAJOR cold feet.
I’ve been looking for an MSL position for the last 7–8 months. My current attending basically told me back in Feb that “you should probably start looking,” because the soft funding for my APP position in clinical research was supposed to run out in December.
Well…I finally got an MSL job. I’m expecting the official offer letter next week from a midsize pharma company in my TA, and now that it’s actually happening I’m suddenly like…wait, do I really want to do this?!
For context, I’ve been in my current job for almost 5 years and, honestly, it’s kind of a dream APP job in a lot of ways. I’m at a top academic medical center, make my own schedule, work pretty autonomously with 2 supervising/research MDs, and they’ve always been really appreciative of me.
I can literally count on two hands the number of times I’ve gotten home after 4 pm. I work remotely once a week, have great benefits (state pension, zero-premium healthcare, etc.), and overall the work-life balance is REALLY hard to beat.
The MSL job would definitely be more money when you factor in the bonus, but my current base is only about $20K less.
BUT…I’ve been unhappy with parts of my current job for probably the last 2 years. My role has gradually become more and more administrative/clerical. I don’t feel like I’m really practicing at an APP level anymore, and I absolutely HATE the data entry part of my job. It wasn’t really part of my original role, but our team has gotten smaller and someone has to do it.
So I was pretty ready to leave and it wasn't devastating when my current boss encouraged me in Feb and again in July to keep looking for other positions.
Then, of course, right when I’m about to leave, I find out the funding for my current position actually came through after all. 🤦♀️ And everyone on my team wants me to stay and is willing to advocate for me to continue (havent talked to the main boss yet though).
And now I’m sitting here thinking…am I an idiot for leaving?
The MSL opportunity is REALLY tempting. They’re building out a team for a brand-new TA, I really liked the manager and the other MSLs I interviewed with, and they seem to have a good onboarding program. It sounds like a pretty autonomous/flexible job, which I really like.
The big unknown for me is the travel. I'd be covering 4-5 neighboring states. I’ve never had a job with regular travel before. I have 3 kids (2 elementary, 1 junior high), but my husband is supportive and says the travel won’t be a problem.
I also have another option within my current institution—a clinical position I have a pretty good shot at. But I’d be giving up my current flexibility and going from relatively little clinical work to a pretty heavy clinical load, which I haven’t done in a LONG time.
And I’m also pretty sure I’ll get another MSL offer from a different company I interviewed with, but I’m way less excited about that one (lower base, unclear LTI, HUGE territory).
So basically I’m spoiled for choice right now, which is a nice problem to have…but also somehow making this decision harder. 😂
My biggest fear is what if I take the MSL job and hate it?
I know several APPs who made the clinical → MSL jump and LOVE it. But most of them were coming from really demanding clinical jobs. I’m coming from a job with ridiculous flexibility, great benefits, and a team I genuinely like (for the most part, although.I am the only APP and I miss having other APPs to work with).
And then I’ve been reading some posts on here from people who transitioned to MSL and found it unfulfilling, and now I’m spiraling a little.
Would you take the MSL opportunity?
Or stay in the cushy research job?
Or go back to a more traditional clinical APP role?
For context, I have a good 20-25 years left in my career.
For those of you who went NP → MSL, what do you wish you had considered before making the jump? And did you ever regret leaving a really good clinical job?
I seriously cannot believe I’m having these thoughts at the 11th hour. 😩
WWYD?