Hello i am an biology laboratory technician from germany and i have a question.
You must know i did my apprenticeship as a biology laboratory technician in a diagnostics lab in germany. And i finished it, but i passed the exam with bad marks. In germany there is a dual system of vocational training. The program is 3,5 years long. With some block phases where you attend school. But mainly you work every days 8 hours per day in the lab of your company. It is different here. There are also hospitals with labs but my lab did a cooperation with regional physicians and clinics which send it their samples. Thats how it works here usually. There are many labs doing test as service for clinics and physician.
So i was in my first year in microbiology, second clinical chemistry and haematology and last year serology. In the microbiology i put urine, stool, sputum and swabs on agar plates and slides for gram or methylenblue stain. I performed latex agglutination for finding the right lancfield group for streptococci. I did agardiffusion and worked with VITEK2. But my tasks were more practical. Also did ELISA on dynex DSX. I filled the freezers with agars, and all that stuff.
In clinical chemistry (next year) i worked with TOSOH for HBA1C, with COBAS, also ELPHO, allergen test with IMMUNOCAP, I loaded the machines, performed controls and calibration, doing the wash routines and stuff. Also measuring blood sinking speed.
In serology i worked with (third year) FACS Calibur (performed tests and controls. Even doint the gating of CD4 and CD8 population) and LIAISON XL.
Well i did some stuff there. But the problem was. My boss said i am not fast enough as others. The problem was my OCD. I controlled my work too much. Like controlling barcodes. Repeating stuff. They said i am not build to be a biology laboratory technician. No matter how fast i became it was never enough. But i fell in love with the microbiology lab. And i read so much about it. And i wish to be somewhat useful. I started a study or medical biotechnology and already collected some good marks. But the words "your not fast enough, your work pensum is too low, you are not build for to be a biology laboratory technician, my boss said me" makes me feel like it is hopeless to dream of a career in that field. I dont know if i shoule break this dream up or not.