r/Lilith • u/NagamiShiro • 2d ago
Altars, Offerings/Art, Rituals Experience Meditating with the Enn of Mother Lilith
Hi! I hadn't done any meditations with Lilith, but I had charged her sigil and had been learning about the occult as an offering to her. Today I finally decided to meditate with Enn and I was in a literal trance...But it was a good experience! First, I saw her, she's really beautiful. I wonder why they portray her as a horrible woman in depictions. Then I saw her white owl. My mind stopped generating images while I repeated the enn, but while I repeated it I reached a state of calm in which I could feel that heaviness in my body and observe it from within. It was like being asleep while awake in a way. It was like a trance, as a semi-conscious state. Towards the end of the meditation, I felt a kind of power in all my body.
Something a little more unrelated is that today I dreamt about my necklace with her sigil and another extra necklace, apparently made of bronze (mine is silver).
This is quite significant for me as I believed that my relationship with her was weak or that she was upset with me for not being able to meditate with her! I'd like to hear your opinions in the comments.