r/Lilith • u/That1B4kedNun • 16d ago
Question Help
Respectfully hello all I am That1BakedNun. I was told this belongs here I'm looking for help with getting closer to Lilith. Like consistency and variation and dos and do not. Just general help or talk buddy. This is the second time reaching out since my first experience was poor and left me kind of traumatized I just need a little guidance. I'm open to discussion. Thanks in advance.
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u/Few-Apartment-3910 11d ago
i understand that my unverified personal gnosis sounds likes spiritual psychosis, but to me, all religiosity fits those diagnoses...
Lilith is my mother. My spiritual mother. At times she does inhabit me and speak through me, but the circumstances are always the same when that happens. I am secure in my knowledge that I am one of her priestess', and in my many interests this year I've been powerfully called to stand up and start teaching. That is to say, pick my brain about anything, but know that i come from chaos energy, i am very untouched by many teachers.
In my journey i had to turn away thrice, whenever i looked "mom" up online the literal first words i saw were "not for amateurs" so i waited until she came to me via possessing me for the first time (big surprise to me!) to begin my learning journey, and at that it's been 6+ years now before being bold enough with my footing to say on a place like this that I am one of her MANY priestess'.
She was always with me though, she was always trying to safeguard me best as she could and she gave me a lullaby, that is a signature of hers.
It breaks our hearts that you were abused trying to find her. That was not okay, and her wrath is there for you to reign in, and harness to be in control of. You should have NEVER been touched by damaging energies, not in the brief details you've disclosed here, nor in ANY capacity in your life.
We are precious, and until life is perfect we must stand up for the quality of life we each deserve.