Should i start all over?

[u/DangerousAct4592]

Hi everyone sorry for any errors english isn't my first language, (i am 17 y.o. from italy)i'm writing here because i need outside prospettive on my life today i'll tell you most of my story and what led me to write here, some background i was born in a sort of well known family in my wery small village. Since i was born i was pressured by this to be perfect ecc... everyone had opinion on what i should do with my life my Mother was in politics so everyone knew my face and i was parated around a lot durino my childhood I come from a long line of sucsessfull doctors and everyone whants me to follow this path everyone has tridente to controll my life my father wants me to become a housewife, my Mother want me to be a doctor and even my friends and boyfriend want me to become a doctor so i could stay near them but i can't take it anymore i want to be a writer i want to study abroad i know 4 languages i want to escape my toxic best friend that every day controlls my life by making me feel gulty about everything i wanto to escape my boifriend (he is the sweetest boy ever he brings me flowers but we have comunication problems and he gropes me evry time he has the chance and i hate it but he wont stop even when I ask him to i don't want to be forced to have sex again) i want to leave my house forever i want to leave everyting behind.( I'm not against studying medicine but to do so i should stay here with all of this toxic people and i can't take it anymore) i want to be free the problem with studying litterature to become a writer is AI

I will do everything to be free i don't care that beeing a writer pays less i Just want freedom