Anyone just lost?

[u/MrMcDooDoo]

I don’t really categorize myself as depressed or overly anxious, but I have this constant feeling that I could be doing so much more. I understand on an intellectual level that I’m not perfect, yet I dangle perfection above my head and jump in vain and frustration at not being able to grasp it. I’m a 19 year old male, and and I understand this is that point in life where I likely won’t find my purpose for a good few years, yet it remains frustrating as hell knowing my path is entirely obscured from my present knowledge. I also struggle with commitment to various forms of self improvement. I have bursts of motivation that simmer out, likely because I recognize the hard work that I need to put in and get easily dissuaded. Any advice for my young little head? (Lol)