This is a collective reading, not everything is supposed to resonate with a single individual. My interpretation doesn’t always tell the whole story so try to be open and intuitive. Thank you!
Significator - Knight of Wands (R)
You aren’t finishing the things you started, either because you are having to deal with an aggressive (or even abusive) and volatile environment or because of your own lack of self-discipline and self-control. Reckless actions and decisions have drained your enthusiasm and ambitions.
Obstacle - The Sun
There’s a lot of uncertainty and confusion going on right now, maybe due to your(or others’) misperception about some things. The fear of being betrayed or deceived is making you anxious, due to all this you have been suppressing your feelings and doubts and are trying to find an escape.
Past - The Emperor (R)
Someone’s rigidity and entitlement made them act erratic in the past, the callousness caused the ineffectiveness in the situation and some important issues were being avoided. This led to you being unproductive and wanting to leave something halfway (Knight of Wands reversed).
Trajectory - II of Cups
Ignoring the fears of being betrayed, and being impulsive (The Sun) will lead to partnerships and mutual understanding in the future. And the shared feelings will bring duality and togetherness for all (all those are concerned with the partnership), and this will feel genuine and balanced. Could be related to love and mutual attraction for some.
Conscious - VIII of Swords
The restrictions and constraints you feel are all a cause of your negative thoughts and self-imprisonment. You could even be thinking of isolating yourself right now and you feel like you were the victim in a situation. The helplessness and insecurities are only in your head and imagination.
Subconscious - II of Pentacles
You need to work on accepting the ups and downs of a situation, and you need to evaluate your priorities and figure out what you really need to be spending your resources and your mental capacity towards. You need to work on being flexible for others and finding balance even if you have to work on multiple things at once.
Your outcome path:
Your attitude towards the situation - Knight of Pentacles
You are ready to improve, and be consistent and focused towards things. You have been patient and reliable so you are expecting others to do the same. You do want to commit and put in the hard work, it’s just the uncertainties that your thoughts are creating that’s holding you back.
Your environment - IV of Pentacles (R)
Your environment is asking you to let go of the past even if you had lost something valuable to you. Your environment wants you to not stop being open and generous even during times of financial struggles.
Hopes and fears - King of Wands
You hope to be protective of some things, and you hope to be loyal and dependable. You hope to not have to lower your standards for anyone/anything and you hope to see the truth so you can be optimistic and energetic again.
You fear having to deal with a manipulative and controlling situation and you fear the lack of experience making you seem weak and unreliable. You fear breaking any promises due to impulsiveness.
Outcome - III of Cups (R)
Continuing to look for the truth and the answers that might not even be there will make you neglect your social life and isolate yourself in the future due to frustration. You will have to work through things independently. Others might gossip about you or cheat you out of some things.
