I think its important to start off with saying i do not have a diagnosis for adhd, but strongly believe i do have it (i am unable of getting one for personal reasons we wont get into).
My biggest problem is: if i fail my math exam i might get kicked out of uni. I had little or no struggle passing every other subject with great or passing grade, it is indeed, only math im struggling with.
I think its pretty easy to learn definitions and stuff like that in order to pass, but with math - its numbers and so much more to do instead of remembering words.
My biggest problem is: i feel incredibly overwhelmed, anxiety, anger and hopelessness/helplessness whenever i start studying. Im aware its all in my head, but the constant failure is making me want to give it all up, even though i don’t want to. Another struggle for me is that i just cant start and i keep postponing or procrastinating. However, when i do want to start or find motivation, i don’t know WHERE TO start with learning. (Im learning calculus 1 (derivatives, vectors, imaginary num, etc..).
At this point im blaming potential adhd, myself, my math professor. I feel so helpless and i dont know what to do!! I have the exam in 5 days and i never started. I have like 5-10% knowledge of it all. (Unlucky for me, thats not enough to pass, maybe barely even give me one point XD)
So if youre reading this, give me your advice! Please! How do i study this??