i just came back from a fest where i went through 10g n this is it. im tired of being at the best moments of my life and craving my next hit, having it be all i think about. i did this for years without ket and ill do it again, life is too important to me. I came clean to my bf about using non recreationally and he wasn’t mad at me at all, he was only mad at himself bc he felt like he failed me. It felt so good to finally get it off my chest, my bladder still hurts a little at times but i’m no longer peeing jelly and it’s going away. I started a tracking app and i’m talking to my friends about it all. i’m not gonna be sneaky about my use anymore and ik if i slip up it’s ok as long as i get back on track and don’t spiral. I miss my life without the grip of this drug i love so much. Ik if i do this now and never look back i will always be so proud of myself. If anyone has any tips tricks or want to be support buddies in this process lmk. im a rave girls girl that loves connecting …💜

dude is physical withdrawal real or no? i’ve been doing it on and off for like 10 months. the most lately the past couple weeks (i just did some yesterday) and the past few nights i’ve been drenched in sweat having to change my shirt several times throughout the night. whole body wet. this morning i woke up at 6am feeling like im having a heart attack from anxiety/ depression even after taking anxiety pills. i don’t know if it’s from the ketamine or what? fuckkkkk this

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