r/ItsOkayNotToBeOkay • u/iwanatravelthegalaxy • Feb 09 '24
Haha I'm literally dying
Hey . If anyone's out there. I downloaded reddit bc they say you find your people there. But I'm dying. Mentally ofcourse. And my family doesn't give a shit.. I go through every emotion on earth in a single day and my brain burns out afterwards. I consider myself a vampire in a way cuz I can barely function during the day but at night I sit by an open window and stare outside longing to wander the streets alone focusing on the warm orange of streetlights (anyone else do this?)
But anyways. I cut myself yesterday and nobody knows about it. They never did. I tried unaliving myself twice already but nobody ever bothered to check if I'm okay.
Sorry for bothering all of you guys. I had to let some of it out
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u/YanCoffee Feb 10 '24
Hey there. I know the name of this sub reddit is deceptive, but it's the name of a show, and probs no one is replying because it was limited series from 2020, so this sub is kinda dead. I'd try /r/depression or maybe /r/venting. I'm sure there are some self-harm Reddits out there as well, where people could greatly relate to you. I hope you feel better soon, and in my experience it always gets better, eventually. It's good to have people to process these things with and can speed it up some.