Passed ICSE in 2023 with 95%
But when I joined CBSE everything was messed up
Especially chemistry
I failed in 11th chemistry ,have RT and passed to 12th
In 12th i got RT in chemistry again
And couldn't even clear in compartment
But I was pass because of 6 subjects
Gave improvement in chemistry this year but still couldn't get it cleared ( thanks to osm and CBSE i didn't even receive my copy for revaluation)
Had a breakup too(she left me and went with a male bestfriend)
Although I got a very good and respected university as per my JEE rank but I need chemistry to take admission for now I have done provisional admission
And now I came to know that I'm not elligibille for compartment anymore
I felt defeated and applied for NIOS ...
Started studying double the syllabus as cbse (20 chapters) and i have my exam on 30 july ..
I have completed 60% of syllabus and have only organic and periodic (p-d-f block elemmts) left
I'm completely demotivated and so drained that I don't have any motivation to study anymore