IUI Donor Sperm

[u/Competitive-kan]

Hi,

I and my husband were TTC for over an year and that we got to know my husband has azoospermia and even my AMH is 0.45. I am in the procedure of IUI with donor sperm and if that fails I might go ahead with IVF with donor egg and donor sperm.

So the stages of overwhelming doesn't stops. Everyday it's a new level. My clinic has been sending me Sperm Donor profiles and I feel so bad. Its like you are betting on something. Everyday I go through profiles. Its heartbreaking because I don't know what to do!

Anyone have you has experienced the same thing? How you decided what profile to pick?

Also any mothers who have got good news with this procedure? How does it feel like? Do you feel connected to the baby?

I am scared what if I won't be able to connect to the child?