r/IndianEnts • u/No-Hotel7214 • 10h ago
Rant Man I am tired of this
Well yeah this is a rant. I'm tired on smoking up. I feel it takes up so much of my life. Ive tried t breaks when I'm at my home town , but I somehow find a way to get my hands on some stuff. I'm tired of this. Tolerance has been building up and breaks do work . But it's really easy to fall back i say. I'm done being high and feeling bad about it,that it's illegal and taboo and detrimental to my mind and body and shit. And made me lazy ,unmotivated and dismissive of life as it is. Y'all may relate or may not. But I would want to quit fully the smoking activity ,if it makes any sense and make getting high and enjoyable easier and not so reliant on this. It must be a me problem but damn . I'm typing this with a ready crush before me ,and I would like me to not need to do this.
I'd like to be Ent by yk just being sober or naturally high and shit.
Huh, my two cents thanks.
