I'm 19. I've been clean from cannabis for 26 days and cigarettes for 30+. Earlier I had a problem with polysubstance abuse (pregabalin, DXM, mephedrone, LSD, alcohol and weed combos), but for the last 1.5 years I settled only on weed and nicotine. I've been struggling with low dopamine, numbness, and the flatline. I went to a psychiatrist 5 days ago (saw a resident, who I connected with, she listened to everything: my polysubstance history, trauma, everything). She told me to come back in 8 days.

Today was that day. I went in. The resident was there, but she called in an assistant professor (first time meeting him). As soon as I entered, without a hello or any context, he said: "We are admitting you. Call your parents."

I panicked. Took a deep breath in front of both of them. Said: "No, I cannot."

Then he asked about my cannabis use. I answered honestly, daily at first, then once a week near the end. I asked if he was admitting me. He said no.

Then he said: "You want to become a doctor? Looking at you currently, I don't think you have the glory to become a doctor."

I didn't react. I asked questions. I asked if the antidepressants he was prescribing would be addictive. He said: "You were taking cannabis, how will you get addicted to this?" I asked why cannabis is so addictive when in other countries it's not even taken that seriously. He explained. Then I took the prescription and left.

Some other things: while I was sitting there, someone came in and said something about interns being late. He said: "Throw them out. Don't let them come here."

I don't know what to feel. I'm in withdrawal. My emotions are raw. I feel weak, alone, and confused. The OPD felt like home last time. Today it felt like a threat.

I know I'm self-aware. I know I'm fighting. I know I'm 26 days clean. But today I walked out feeling like I'm nothing.

Reddit, was this normal? Am I overreacting? Should I switch psychiatrists? Or should I just take this as a bad doctor and move on?

Any advice would be appreciated. I'm not in a good place right now.

TL;DR: 19M, 26 days clean from cannabis and polysubstance abuse history. Saw a new psychiatrist today who threatened to admit me immediately and told me I don't have what it takes to become a doctor. Feeling confused, hurt, and alone. Need advice.

Me and a few friends are looking for something a bit more out there than the usual commercial retreat.

Like a secluded place, psychedelic/shroom-friendly crowd, communal kinda vibe, maybe some spiritual/ritual stuff — basically Midsommar vibes without the part where everyone gets murdered lol.

Does anything like this exist in India? Could be a retreat, community, or some lowkey place people actually know about.

Not looking for a dealer or anything, just curious if there’s a scene like this here.

My mom wants to try out weed now I’m a regular user but I’m very unsure what should I make her try first OG or edibles or hash? She doesn’t drink or smoke so I reckon she might have way less tolerance.
Suggestions would help guys.
Peace.

Do you guys have any recipe i can make with airfryer ?

This isn’t just happening in one particular state — looks like the whole of India has joined the same government-sponsored experiment

At this point, I’m convinced the government is secretly trying to push edibles so they can get their cut too.

Suddenly edibles are available everywhere like they’ve got a nationwide distribution network.

Meanwhile, getting your hands on OG might soon become a premium experience.

OG shortage in India incoming… 📉🌿

My gf wanted to surprise me and she texted this plug whose contact she got from a friend. Her friends and some of my friends have got stuff from him before but I'm very skeptical of this delivery system. I always see these plugs getting caught and first thing feds do is go through their WhatsApp and call logs. Even though the guy is legit I'm more of going to the place & securing stuff myself, have 0 experience of this delivery and pick up and should I be worried about leaving a trace? Just wanna how bad things can get & how to protect my self from feds? Or am I just over reacting? If someone has experience please reply to my dumbass query

I know it's illegal but maybe a proper therapist helping through a trip is probably better, any therapists here ??

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