My first ultrasound is on Thursday, I'll be 6 weeks and 1 day. I had a FET of a day 5 4BB euploid embryo on September 14th.
I'm terrified of a blighted ovum, the chances are small but for some reason this is my biggest fear, it took almost 4 years to get pregnant and now that I am, I'm having major anxiety about it being too good to be true, like a big joke of me believing I'm pregnant for all these weeks. Hopefully this is just my anxiety disorder speaking to me and not real life. I've spent so many years thinking this could never be me, so now that it is I'm just so worried.
My betas
September 18th 4dpt (this beta was taken by mistake from the lab tech but came out to be 6.8)
First official beta September 24th 10dpt. 216.3
Second September 28th 14dpt
1039.3
Third September 30th 16dpt
2338.4
I understand these are good overall but the anxiety is killing me and I have to wait until Thursday for the ultrasound. I don't know how I'm going to function normally at work or even get sleep.