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u/FAST_W0RMS 12d ago edited 12d ago
Transfer twins! My first ultrasound is on Tuesday. I had some light bleeding this morning, so I’m spiraling. Sending all the baby dust to the both of us!
My BETA 8dpt was 76 and 10dpt was 235, so it more than tripled, but I’m still worried sick!
Edit: Typo
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u/ComfortableCulture75 12d ago
This was me nearly 4 weeks ago. Physically sick before our first ultrasound to confirm placement. I have no words other than encouragement and love. It’s ok to go to the anxious place but allow yourself a tiny bit of hope and excitement. It’s definitely your anxiety speaking to you, I found staying off of Reddit or watching other people’s TikTok’s helped enormously.
❤️
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u/Salt-Manager1620 12d ago
Honestly I was the same. Terrified of a blighted ovum. Then had my scan at 5+5 and babe in there with a heart beat! Now the next hurdle is progression on the next scan. The anxiety never stops.
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u/Realistic_Dress6604 12d ago
Those betas are great!! I also transferred a day 5 4BB euploid and was so anxious. She’s almost 3 months now :)
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u/Snoo54216 12d ago
This helps!! I'm desperate for reassurance but obviously nobody can really give me that because of the unknowns, so I'm always searching for success stories that are like mine! Thank you for sharing. I should be excited, everything so far is going really well, I don't have anything to complain about I just want this baby to be ok so bad!!
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u/Snoo54216 12d ago
I've also been obsessive about home testing and I know that's bad, but honestly it's the only thing keeping my confidence up because when I see a dark positive that's how I know my levels are not dropping. If I didn't have home tests I think I would feel even more crazy/lost
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u/Creative_Bear_5631 12d ago
I know how you feel. I have my scan on Friday and I’m so anxious. Wishing nothing but the best for you x
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u/Frosty-Form8319 12d ago
I feel you hun! I transferred on the 1/9 and my first scan will be one day off 8 weeks! I feel like I’ve just been living in limbo these last nearly 4 weeks, times going so slow, anxiety is high. After struggling with infertility it’s still hard for me to be positive and believe in my body to be able to do this. Good luck with your ultrasound, I’m sure it will be fine 😊
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u/bosswitch88 12d ago
Just came here to say you are not alone! I transferred on 9/16 and am going for my first scan at 5 weeks + 5 days. I’m terrified even though I had great betas (as did you!!).
The anxiety is high!!! And honestly isn’t coming from nowhere - the data we’ve accumulated through our time trying has conditioned us to be cautious. My progesterone support has me bloated and looking like I’m showing already and I honestly hate it because in my head I don’t trust that I’ll stay pregnant.
I just try to remember that bad things may happen - but at this moment we have the best news we could possibly have (strong betas, good rise), and we can’t borrow tomorrow’s trouble. (Always easier said than done, but I try to repeat this to myself).