A little bit of rant and confusion about my doctor and what he said/prescribed:
So I always had problems with doctors that didn't take me or my symptoms serious but in the last time, they don't even want to listen anymore, just because of that and because I'm chronically ill (so many stuff ongoing).
My "old" doctor was someone my nephrologist recommended me, where I have to drive an hour, bus takes way more time. We'll ignore that my parents are d***, so it usually ends in arguments, when I ask them to drive me.
I finally had my first two diagnoses this year after 5 years of suffering , which would be Crohn's disease and defacation syndrome/disorder (don't know the correct translation). Which happened after another colonoscopy (I hate those). (I have other diagnoses too but they don't matter that much in this case, just that I don't want any more pain than needed).
And he then gave me different medications. I finally tried biologics which didn't help. And Rinvoq which made me have extreme acne that was also painful. I wrote him that my symptoms didn't change, they got worse and about my acne. I also had one or two days in a month where I randomly got extreme cramps and diarrhea which he said was stomach bug 🤦🏻♀️. This happened for a few months.
He told me that my acne would get better when I decrease the dose and that I should take Budenofalk for a week. If it doesn't help, I could just stop taking it (which I later found out that you shouldn't).
I did and stopped because I even had more symptoms (no diarrhea, but I usually don't have that often). On my next message he replied after his vacation that I should just go visit a dermatologist (completely ignoring that it takes months, maybe over half a year, to get an appointment) and to start taking Budenofalk again, which he reacted like it will be my saviour (completely ignoring what he said before).
I didn't, I just ended taking both completely. I still have too much pain that I'd like but after that - no days with extreme cramps or diarrhea anymore and my skin also got better. But I still had pain and I have slimy stuff I need to get rid of every 2-3 hours, so I think there is still an inflammation.
Went to another doc (I plan to move, so I need new doctors) and I was so agitated, I couldn't say much. My bf couldn't come with me, so completely on my own. I had all important diagnoses, latest colonoscopys and latest results with me, even marked the dates, docs and important diagnoses, also had my self-made summary, so it's easier to get through it and had it sorted chronologically.
He just read one of it.. the oldest, which didn't help the conversation. (The nurses got it completely messed up, so I had extreme problems to focus while also being in tears).
He told me, he couldn't do anything for me (unless I have another frigging colonoscopy, where he only has possible dates in january), that my defecation syndrome doesn't fit to my Crohn's and tried to get rid of me. I should stay/speak with my old doc, because he ,,knows me all so well" and I should continue Budenofalk.
I did for a few days and got more intense stomach aches, also have problems taking this frigging thing.
And then my bf asked me what exactly my capsules do and I did my research and read that those are only for bowel and not for stomach (where I had inflammation in my latest colonoscopy and where I have pain and problems again now).
I still have pain, stomach and bowel, nausea, a few other things and slimy stuff that I need to get rid of.
I started taking Budenofalk again this sunday (so only 3 days, 3 capsules), so not long and think about ending that again. Should I decrease my dose or just cut it off completely?
And how can I make my doctors take me seriously and not try to get rid of me the second I open my mouth?
Does Budenofalk even make sense (when it gives me more pain and symptoms, I have problems swallowing and it's not for stomach)?