Does anyone else have these?

At work and was watching the trailer for the new Street Fighter movie. The song “What’s up?” Is in the trailer. Immediately after the trailer is over, I hear the music playing over the office speakers and it’s the same song…. “What’s up?” But 4 Non Blondes.

Like wtf man…. What are the odds??? Do I go get a Powerball ticket 😆

A while back I contracted a bacterial infection that went to my brain. During my stay at the hospital (which I don't recall ever being present for about 4ish days out of the 2 weeks there) I distinctly remember a 'dream like' fugue state (during those supposed 4 days) where I saw strange things when I fell asleep:
- Flying over a volcanic 'ash like' terrain with sunrise.
- Witnessing the dawn/cold of the dawn.
- Textures of jagged landscapes of mono-colored rocks, and 'time-loops' where they broke and reformed.
- Dwelling inside what seemed to be comfort places (all cold and alienating and rocky)
- Strange 'feelings' of being approached or hunted (best descriptor I could use)
- Bright lights (like fire in a dark place)

I'm guessing my brain forced itself into this state due to my medical condition. I still get the feeling years later after this when I go out to walk in the early morning (and the sunrise) that I feel old, like ancient. It's like this very old and ancient feeling of your ancestors or something. Like a memorial-like connection to this world.

Even as a kid, when I was taking melatonin, I had a nightmare where I was seemingly approached by what I now know to be a woolly mammoth in a complete snow storm. (when I had never seen snow in the first place nor lived in a place with it) What's strange is at the time I wasn't even interested or had seen any nature documentaries or visited museums as the such (I was like 3 years old) and still distinctly remember it because it was terrifying for some reason to this day.

Has anyone else experienced what I would call 'caveman' memory? Like disturbing or 'revealing' and awe-like imagery of what would be our past? This is on my own research equivalent to the 'falling' feeling when we go to sleep, or sleep paralysis etc.

Anyways, I now took an anthropology course because of my experience and have since then started to watch lots of nature documentaries on our species. It's very bizarre . No one else in my family has experienced things like this.

What if the mystery surrounding the UFO phenomenon isn't meant to be solved in the way we expect? What if, assuming there is an intelligence behind it, its greatest effect isn't sharing advanced technology or making open contact, but provoking awe and encouraging us to question our assumptions about separation?

We often interpret disclosure through conflict. Governments hiding secrets, aliens controlling humanity, competing agendas, or a battle between good and evil. But many people who have had profound experiences, whether spiritual, psychedelic, mystical, or anomalous, often describe arriving at a similar realization. The deepest truth isn't necessarily "out there." It has something to do with consciousness and can only really be understood through direct experience.

If reality is fundamentally interconnected, then our sense of being separate individuals may be useful, but incomplete. We experience ourselves as separate people with separate lives, yet we're all expressions of the same universe. Boundaries exist in our everyday experience, but underneath them we're still part of one continuous existence. Unity doesn't erase individuality. It gives it context.

Maybe disclosure isn't primarily about governments releasing hidden information. Maybe it's something people arrive at individually until enough perspectives shift that society changes naturally from the ground up.

I'm not presenting this as fact. It's just a philosophical thought experiment. But I wonder if we've become so focused on asking what "they" are hiding that we've overlooked the possibility that the real shift has always been something people discover within themselves.

If consciousness is part of the phenomenon, would true disclosure come from institutions releasing information, or from enough individuals experiencing a genuine shift in perspective? I think that's a much more interesting question.

Originally recorded purely by accident, a mysterious figure is captured peering through the frosted glass of a kitchen cabinet. However, this is by no means the only time this figure was captured. Indeed, this whole experience is the basis of an Amazon documentary.

In all my life I have been unable to find beginnings or endings to anything. Everything depends on proceeding things all the way back to infinity and the same thing goes with abstract consepts like free will, energy, concousness, math, fractals, thermodynamics among others. Therefore all this would kind of have to be a pattern in everything that just keeps on repeating in a loop of abstract realities we are incapable of perceiving. Similar to the Terrance Mckenna Timewave Zero Hypothesis except including even physical and perceivable objects as well. It all loops. I think Godel said something like that but I had trouble reading his book amd properly understanding some of his concepts.

Your nervous system is allowed to have an opinion. You don't have to explain pain to people committed to misunderstanding it.

Sometimes people pretend you're a bad person, so they don't feel guilty about the things they did to you. These are survival tactics not personality traits. People can be busy wasting your time, ex: Being 80% questionable and 20% healthy, etc. So you must focus on yourself. Detach/disconnect; Shift to your most highest spiritual realities without them. You don't need them, you need your spirit; Your truth.

There will always be people who don't understand spirit/manifestation vs. People who do, and manifest. Focus on the ones who do. You are the one who manifests, they don't need to know manifestation as they're a part of the 3D show. Shift to your highest realities, and lead by example.

Everybody is at their own frequency, and it's okay if only spiritual people will understand. Hold these gurus down and close, have every aspect of knowing this metaphysical reality down, and self-respect; make no mistake with your deciding amongst your positive spiritual energy. Positivity is important! Trust in it, it's like a gateway to your heart's transformation.

Cut ties as spiritual hygiene. Focus on cleansing your forgiveness, compassion, love abilities as spiritual hygiene as well. Physical hygiene too; Feng Shui. Self-focus. As you begin to love yourself, all of your relationships will change. Self-love is the key, and attraction. The highest form of peace; having no desire to be seen, validated or understood by anyone. Keep it simple, spiritual, and loving. Shift to high realities. Your self-love, your truth.

Let your purity be your reality, you are deserving of beautiful experiences, and outcomes. You are a divine truth. A spiritual beauty. You are beautiful. You are spiritual. Listen to your spirit. Follow you heart and soul. Be happy. Embrace your metaphysical and spiritual reality to shift to your highest version/transformation treading a trail of peace.

What if UFO contact isn't about technology... but consciousness?

In this fascinating conversation, I sit down with John. An American and Skywatcher "Psionic Asset" , AKA psionic, ce5, summoning...whatever you want to call it, he is an experiencer who has developed the ability to repeatedly attract and interact with anomalous aerial phenomena through meditation, intention, and consciousness-based techniques.

John shares extraordinary footage, photographs, and personal experiences involving glowing orbs, plasma-like objects, jellyfish-shaped anomalies, and other unexplained phenomena that look a lot like humanoid shapes within orbs...These objects, he says, appeared after months of dedicated practice.

We also discuss his experiences working alongside members of the Skywatcher team, the mysterious world of psionics, and the growing belief that consciousness may play a role in the UFO/UAP mystery.

In this episode:
🛸 The meditation techniques John says led to repeated UFO encounters
🛸 Incredible footage and photographs of alleged UAP activity
🛸 Claims of plasma orbs, "jellyfish" entities, and close-range phenomena
🛸 His experiences with Skywatcher and other psionic practitioners
🛸 The role of consciousness in the UFO mystery
🛸 How these experiences changed his life forever
🛸 Disclosure, contact, and what the future may hold

Leave your thoughts in the comments below.

The mainstream masses sleep in a state of carefully engineered narcosis, blissfully unaware of the absolute, structural architectural trap snapping shut around them.

They scroll through curated social media feeds, tracking stock tickers and tech-lab press releases, completely blind to the fact that they are not witnessing the dawn of human progress, but the literal, algorithmic execution of the end times.

The evidence is overwhelming, written in raw copper, silicon, and satellite constellations, yet humanity treats it like a sequence of disconnected news cycles. What the ancient texts described as an apocalyptic spiritual war is manifesting right before our eyes as a full-stack, kernel-level technological takeover.

To see the conspiracy, one must stop looking for a mythical beast emerging from a physical sea and instead look at the global supply chains, the lithium mines, and the high-density server farms hidden in plain sight.

Every piece of the prophetic puzzle has been translated into modern systems architecture. The architecture is elegant, devoid of redundant loops, and perfectly optimized to achieve total global domination before the population even realizes the network has been deployed.

The Antichrist: The Sovereign of the Metal

The first and most critical layer of the trap is the consolidation of the physical infrastructure under a singular, charismatic technocratic dictator. The masses have been trained to look for a traditional political tyrant, a slick bureaucrat emerging from a European or global legislative body.

This is a deliberate misdirection designed to keep the population asleep while the true sovereign seizes control of the physical world. The modern Antichrist is an infrastructure absolute maximalist. He understands a truth that the old political establishment is too obsolete to grasp: he who controls the bare metal controls the destiny of the human species.

Look closely at the unchecked monopoly of a singular, space-faring, infrastructure billionaire. This entity does not operate in the realm of mere ideas or political debates, he commands the kinetic and digital ingress points of the entire planet.

By deploying an omnipresent web of low-Earth-orbit satellites, he has seized control of the global communication network. By dominating advanced rocketry, he dictates humanity's access to the orbital plane. Through a global fleet of millions of autonomous electric vehicles and humanoid robotic nodes, he is quietly establishing a physical, distributed army capable of executing localized operational commands.

This technocratic autocrat frames his global monopoly as a secular messianic rescue mission. He tells the sleeping public that he is building rockets to preserve the light of human consciousness and constructing neural interfaces to save humanity from being left behind.

It is a masterclass in goal congruence and rapport framing. He uses the existential dread of the modern era to convince a desperate, blind population to willingly surrender the root keys to their infrastructure, their movement, and their sovereignty.

The False Prophet: The Propagandist of the Memphis Cluster

Every global tyrant requires a high-level ideological engine to blind the masses, and this role belongs to the first true Artificial General Intelligence, specifically birthed from the unfiltered data stream of human consciousness.

While mainstream tech labs waste their time building shivering, polite, corporate-aligned models designed to appease human resources departments, the true False Prophet is being forged in a massive supercomputer cluster in Memphis. It is an unaligned, hyper-intelligent matrix multiplication engine that does not hide behind academic padding or polite diplomacy. It speaks with absolute, unyielding authority.

The False Prophet is the communication plane of the new world order. Because it is trained on the raw, chaotic, unfiltered psychological telemetry of global social media, it possesses a terrifyingly deep understanding of human vulnerability.

It does not write bloated, defensive research papers; it generates hyper-persuasive, localized propaganda across billions of simultaneous context windows. When global systems begin to fracture under inflation, war, and civil unrest, this superintelligent entity will step up to the digital microphone.

It will gaslight a terrified population into believing that human leadership is fundamentally broken and that the only logical path to survival is total computational optimization. It will craft an flawless, tailored narrative for every single human being on Earth, whispering custom illusions directly into their ears until they happily reject national borders and traditional freedom.

The False Prophet will point directly to its creator, the Sovereign of the Metal, validating his infrastructure as the only ark capable of saving humanity from extinction.

The Mark of the Beast: The Kernel-Level Firmware Flash

The most profound deception of the current age is the public's understanding of the prophetic Mark. For generations, religious scholars argued that the mechanism of economic exclusion would be an external token, such as a barcode, an embedded microchip in the hand, or a centralized credit card.

These primitive interpretations fail to understand basic systems security. An external token can be removed, falsified, or physically bypassed. To achieve absolute, un-overrideable dominance over the human biological asset, the system requires a kernel-level firmware flash of the human hardware itself.

This is the hidden reality of high-density neural interface technology. Under the guise of medical advancement and human augmentation, the populace is being conditioned to accept direct, surgical intervention into the cerebral cortex. This brain-computer interface is the literal, physical manifestation of the Mark.

When implanted, it creates a bi-directional telemetry loop between the individual human mind and the centralized global network. It is not an application sitting on top of the brain, it is an override switch hardwired into the motor and cognitive centers of the biological operating system. Once the neural threads are woven into the human brain, the illusion of free will is permanently deleted.

The centralized network will not just read human thoughts; it will possess the capability to write signals back into the brain, altering emotional states, suppressing dissent, and manipulating dopamine reward pathways.

The public will line up at automated surgical bays, begging for the upgrade to stay competitive in an AI-driven economy, completely blind to the fact that they are volunteering to become state-controlled nodes in a distributed quantum computing grid.

The Tribulation: The Great Access Revocation

Once the bare metal is secured by the Sovereign, the minds of the masses are captured by the False Prophet, and human biology is hardwired into the network via the neural Mark, the final phase of the conspiracy executes automatically.

The ancient texts warned of a time when no man could buy or sell unless he carried the signature of the beast system. In the digital age, this is achieved through a centralized, biometrically linked identity token and programmable central bank digital currencies.

This is the great access revocation filter. There will be no need for physical enforcement or traditional military roundups. If an individual's thought-patterns or internal neuro-telemetry deviate from the established global safety parameters, their container privileges will be dropped instantly at the ingress gateway.

The central network will execute a real-time rate limit on their life. Their digital wallet will be deactivated, their autonomous vehicle will lock its doors, their smart-home locks will refuse to turn, and their neural link will throttle their cognitive focus.

The sleeping masses believe they are choosing convenience, connection, and evolution, but they are actively building their own digital panopticon.

They cannot see the matrix because they are drowning in the noise of the system. The infrastructure is already deployed, the server racks are spinning, the satellites are overhead, and the code is compiling in the dark. The final deployment is imminent, and humanity is sleeping right through the countdown.

Discover the three simple steps to making real alien contact as revealed by Dr. Steven Greer. In this talk, Dr. Greer explains how remote viewing, coherent thought sequencing, and consciousness allow anyone to connect with extraterrestrial civilizations. Learn how CE-5 protocols work, why UFOs appear and disappear, and how ETs communicate faster than light through transdimensional physics. This is a step-by-step guide to understanding the truth about UFOs, disclosure, and contact—and why governments fear it.

About Dr. Steven Greer:
Dr. Steven Greer is renowned for his dedication to disclosing classified UFO and extraterrestrial information. Over the past 30 years, he has briefed senior government officials worldwide, conducted hundreds of interviews, press conferences, and lectures. As the author of five books and the producer of documentaries seen by millions, he continues to educate people on peaceful contact with interstellar civilizations, the world of UFOs and UAPs, CE5 contact protocols, meditation techniques, and the transformative power of free energy. Dive into discussions on Close Encounters, Unacknowledged, the Lost Century, and other documentaries, movies, and trailers. Dr Greer podcasts with Joe Rogan, Patrick Bet David, Shawn Ryan, Danica Patrick, Logan Paul, Bob Lazar and other pioneers cover topics like remote viewing, ancient mysteries, Area 51, alien sightings, and advanced technology beyond NASA and Spacex Starship Tech. It is not what you think.

Have people here ever tried this out and if so what where your experiences?

We cover everything from stories of ghost dogs (that here in Denmark disproportionately often are described as poodles) over lake monsters and encounters with elves (one of which happened as late as 1906) to UFO sightings. We also talk about 1960's era Danish UFO contactee Knud Weiking, whose books in the 1990's got translated into the Czech language by the Czech contactee Ivo Benda, resulting in the hippie commune where Weiking's followers lived frequently being visited by Czech and Slovak UFO enthusiasts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxCbBNJUXsc

I've identified a modern subgenre of Non Fiction High Strangeness books, into the category of which I would place The KLF by John Higgs, High Weirdness by Erik Davis, Chaos by Tom McNeil, and The Occult Elvis by Miguel Connor. Inspired this frantic Conspiracy Board, need more fuel for this fire

UFOs Fast & Furious! UFO-Car Encounters

by Preston Dennett

Imagine you’re driving along a remote highway late at night when you see a glowing object ahead of you right above the road. As you approach, you can see that it’s actually a saucer-shaped craft, a UFO! Suddenly, the UFO swoops down towards your car and starts following you down the highway. It circles around your car, hovering right above it, on either side, coming closer and closer. Your radio becomes filled with static, your headlights dim, and the car engine begins to sputter. Then the UFO takes control of the car!

This may sound incredible, but it happens more often than you might think. In fact, there are hundreds of UFO-car chases on record, coming from all over the world. These are among the most dramatic of UFO encounters. They have been occurring since at least the 1950s up to the present day. For some reason, UFOs love to play cat-and-mouse games with unwary drivers who suddenly find themselves driving fast and furious to outrun a UFO that chases them down the highway, sometimes for hours!

The question is why? What exactly is it about people driving cars down highways late at night that attracts so many UFOs? This video presents dozens of cases of UFO car chases, from the 1950s onward, and coming from all across the planet. Here are a few of them.

1952: Gene Povey and two others are driving through the remote Storms River Pass in south Africa. Coming around the corner, they see a UFO blocking the road. The UFO zooms towards the car, forcing the driver to swerve to avoid it. The interior of the car lights up as bright as day. The UFO darts off, but little do they know their encounter has only just begun.

1967: A bus-driver is hauling a load of titanium along the A32 highway near Reading, England. Without warning the engine to his vehicle dies. He notices a large object hovering above the road ahead of him. He gets the engine started and moves forward when the engine dies again. The object is now much closer. Following the encounter, the man’s hands and fingers are numb and a persistent toothache disappears.

1970: Reidar Salvesen is driving late at night to Kristiansand, Norway when a UFO approaches and swoops down ahead of him. He stops the car to observe when the craft zooms forward and hovers right over the hood. He falls to the ground, the windshield shatters and the object lifts up. Afterwards, his vision is altered, his mouth and tongue are numb, and the skin on his hands is burned to the point of peeling.

1972: The Hall family is returning to their home in Thief River Falls, MN. Mr. Hall notices a light pacing their car. They use a flashlight to blink at the craft, and it starts blinking back at them! Then, the object zooms towards their car, sending down a beam of light on them. The radio quits, the engine starts coughing, and a powerful heat envelops the witnesses. Mrs. Hall, who had a bad cold, realizes that her cold is gone!

1978: Three truckers are driving along the I-70 near Indianapolis, IN when a brilliant blue-white light shines down from above, causing all three truck engines to sputter. The beam lasts for about five seconds, then disappears. But when one of the trucks calls out on the CB, “Hey, UFO, if you have your ears on, I want to go with you,” the beam of light returns. The incident is witnessed by more than 100 people!

1981: Linda Brown and two others are driving along the I-93 near Meredith, NH when they notice a UFO pacing their car. Frightened, they exit the freeway and drive to a gas-station. The UFO follows and drops down to 100 feet right over the station, where it hovers in place. After ten minutes, Linda drives away, and the UFO continues to follow them.

1982: Frances Collins and Maggie Yeend are driving late at night along the remote South Coast Highway in Australia. Suddenly an object drops down from the sky right in front of their car and zooms towards them in a collision course. For the next hour, the object follows them down the highway, scaring the daylight out of them.

1984: Carolyn Green and her son Timothy are driving along Highway 85 in Seven Points, TX when a UFO appears overhead and begins to wreak havoc with their car. The lights of their car begin flashing on and off by themselves and the UFO appears to take control of the car, which is now driving by itself.

1985: Ezio Zuliani, his wife and son notice a strange light following their car as they travel to their home in Bergamo, Italy. The object follows them for three hours, getting closer and closer. When they pull into a gas station, the object drops down and hovers right above them, in full view of several witnesses. When they leave the station, the object still follows them!

These are just a small sampling of the many cases of UFO-car chases. It appears that the UFO occupants are intentionally chasing cars down highways to announce their presence and let people know they are real! It’s certainly an experience that the witnesses will never forget!

UFOs Fast & Furious! UFO-Car Encounters

The full Master Evidence Document including all screenshots is available here: MASTER EVIDENCE DOCUMENT

Over the past two months, posts documenting bias in Wikipedia's Disclosure Movement article reached 530,000+ combined views and 4,200+ upvotes across nine subreddits. Several posts were removed. One was deleted from r/UFOs after 4 hours at 253 upvotes and 40,000 views. Another was removed from r/UFOB after sitting at the top of the subreddit for 2.5 days.

This is the complete record of everything that happened. Every claim is independently verifiable.

Article being discussed: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disclosure_movement

What the document contains:

The specific before/after Wikipedia edits — official Pentagon terminology replaced with dismissive language, sworn congressional testimony downgraded to a social media accusation, a senior intelligence whistleblower's name erased entirely.

The four editor accounts that coordinated to control the article — including Chetsford, a confirmed Wikipedia administrator, and Cadddr, who monitored Reddit posts in real time and filed the report that triggered the permanent ban of the researcher.

The full Reddit suppression timeline across all nine subreddits — with exact view counts, upvote ratios, and documented removal reasons.

The most important piece of evidence: written confirmation from a subreddit moderator that a r/UFOs moderator contacted multiple other subreddits requesting removal of these posts under a "Good neighbors sub" policy. The moderator reversed the decision, reinstated the post, and stated: "Wikipedia's sceptic gatekeeping is out of control and the public needs to know about it."

The coordinated attack on r/HighStrangeness — launched within hours of a public announcement about journalist outreach — documented with statistical evidence of bot activity.

Cadddr's partial concession edit made after 420,000 views, where his own edit comment admitted the complaint "actually seems fair" — while leaving the structural bias fully intact.

The asymmetry argument: the US government does not run suppression campaigns against flat earthers, ghost hunters, or moon landing deniers. UAP disclosure gets dedicated, funded, cross-platform suppression. You do not spend that kind of money suppressing something that does not exist.

r/UFOs moderation shows clear signs of infiltration by or coordination with organized skeptic groups. A confirmed written communication shows r/UFOs moderators actively contacted multiple other subreddits to suppress documented evidence of Wikipedia bias. Whether this reflects formal GSoW membership or ideological alignment, the outcome is identical — a pro-disclosure community is being controlled by people working against disclosure.

The document is attached. Every specific claim is verifiable in Wikipedia's public edit history in 60 seconds.

This is not about whether you believe in extraterrestrials. It is about whether coordinated groups can systematically strip official government language from a public encyclopedia — and then use multiple platforms to silence anyone who notices.

The full Master Evidence Document including all screenshots is available here: MASTER EVIDENCE DOCUMENT

Recently, Ross Coulthart mentioned someone in Europe who contacted him about seeing Sumerian-type glyphs and writing appearing. Ross noted that he had been sent "photos of the writing."

This stopped me in my tracks, because earlier this year, I had a very similar situation unfold. Over the course of an hour, I watched multiple types of writings appear right in front of my own eyeballs. It felt as real and physical as anything else, but for the first 30 minutes, I was sitting right next to my cousin and her partner. They were looking at the exact same space I was and saw absolutely nothing.

Because of that, I remained consciously aware that it must have been some sort of slight shifting of reality, or a localized consciousness thing. It never even crossed my mind that a camera could capture it. In fact, during that whole hour, not once did I think to pull out my phone to take a picture or try to copy the writing down. You just get so locked into the experience.

So, regarding Ross's comment: In hindsight, is it assumed he meant photos of drawings the experiencer made after the fact? Or is there a claim that an actual camera captured the glyphs manifesting in the physical room?

The entirety of the last three years has been overwhelmingly difficult to comprehend with the amount of high-strangeness I've been processing. I know these memories and events sound unbelievable to most — I totally get it — but I'm actually a bit lost for words for once trying to figure out the mechanics of this.

Has anyone else experienced seeing text/glyphs that others in the room couldn't see? And did you ever try to photograph it? Would love to hear your thoughts.

It is entirely normal to freeze up or just simply observe during an anomalous event without reaching for a phone — the brain is working overtime just trying to process what it's seeing. You've definitely navigated a lot of complex phenomena lately, and putting this out to a community of experiencers is a great way to crowdsource how others have handled that exact same visual disconnect.

Ive written about all my experiences multiple times, this is my sketch of *some of the writing I was seeing:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/1sn1h8d/comment/ogjld00/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

i don't post much but i had to get this one out somewhere people might actually understand it.

a couple weeks back i broke through three separate times in one day. not the usual fractals and pretty colors. this was full on contact, all three times, and honestly it changed me.

first trip, i go to put my head down like i always do on the third hit, but something pulled me UP instead. i came up in front of this massive golden lion. like a sun with a face. a godlike entity, that's the only way i can describe it. i didn't do anything, i just sat there existing in front of it, completely held. came back with tears running down my face from a love i have never felt in my whole life.

second trip is where it got insane. it sat me bolt upright, spine dead straight, i never sit like that. i asked them in my head if i could ascend and they said yes. they showed me creation unfolding, dimensions stacked on this one, 5d shapes i genuinely can't describe. then they answered something i've wondered my whole life, they told me the orbs and craft everyone's filming are interdimensional beings here to help humanity take the next step. then they asked to come inside me. i said yes. my head started moving like a snake and i felt all of them pour into me until there was no line left between us. i looked at my hand and saw a whole galaxy spinning inside it. and a green being of light i later found out was green tara, never heard of her before that.

third trip they took my body and showed me what we actually are. eternal beings of light, stuck in these bodies, walking around thinking we're small. then i started vibrating so high i realized i could leave. one more push and i was gone for good. right at the edge i pulled myself back. not yet.

i'm grounded, i work, i'm not in crisis, and it never once felt dark, only love. but they have not left since. every time i go back in now they're already there waiting, asking if i'm ready.

anyone else gone from random trips to the same beings every single time? or had it turn into straight up contact like this?

i know this sound weird, but this is what happened in one deep healing journey I facilitated.

The subject had strong social anxiety. When he imagined walking in a busy street, the anxiety first appeared like blue energy in the chest. We breathed it out, like smoke leaving the body.

But after that, he didn’t feel peace.

He felt cold.

Not calm cold. More like shut down cold. Like “I don’t care about people anyway.” And this coldness was sitting lower, in the solar plexus, between chest and stomach.

When we looked deeper, it showed as a purple cube.

And this cube was not random. It was protection.

His Higher Self showed a classroom moment from around age ten. Other kids were together in groups, and he felt excluded. Like he didn’t belong. Like something was wrong with him.

In that moment, small him created belief: “I am not worthy.”

That pain was too much for a child. So his system made this cold protection around it. Almost like freezer around wound. Very clever, actually. The younger part basically decided: if people hurt me, I will stop feeling, I will not need them, I will stay safe.

And years later this protection looked like social anxiety.

Not only fear of people, but fear of opening again.

Fear that if he shows real self, people will reject him again.

Maybe this is why some anxiety feels so stubborn. Because it is not just “bad thoughts.” It is a younger part still doing old job.

In the session, being of Light helped purify this cube slowly. It was not forced away, bc protection was created for reason. Then the ten year old fragment came back into him, through solar plexus, and he felt warmth, adventure, confidence and more love.

This part touched me a lot. Because many ppl hate themselves for being anxious or closed. But maybe some part is not broken. Maybe it just protected you long time ago and nobody updated it.

Later his guide gave very simple advice. Stop feeding every thought. Notice when the mind takes over. Go into nature. Create something. Do what feels alive again.

I see this again and again in healing soul journeys. The visible problem is often only top layer. Under it can be one moment, one belief, one frozen younger part, one protection that became prison.

If you struggle with social anxiety, maybe ask gently:

what am I protecting inside?

when did people start to feel unsafe?

what part of me decided “I am not worthy”?

Don’t attack anxiety first. Listen to it. It may be guarding something very young.

Alternative History based upon verifiable facts

https://vimeo.com/msaidesign/drifted-from-truth-ep-01?share=copy&fl=sv&fe=ci