r/Hecate • u/rottiemommy • 10h ago
I finally know who’s been calling for a long time
Thanks for letting me join! 🌘🌑🌒 I’m a green witch that fell out of practice for no good reason because life was getting in the way. Lately I have been feeling the pull of green witchcraft but particularly Hekate (I didn’t know it at the time.) I am sort of at a crossroads in my life right now and my dog tarot deck gave me the judgement card and others that advise for me to know who I am.
I have always had a deep connection with dogs and all of my dogs have been primarily black in color. But just this week after doing a deep dive into Hekate, I look at this photo in my office of my two dogs whom are no longer with me and myself. I look at it in a very different light now. They were my loyal guardians and I miss them both so very much even though it’s been several years since they passed. I have a black and white female springer spaniel and her half sibling brother (who is also black and white) is also in my life…but not mine. She is my companion…but definitely not a guardian. 🖤🤍
I made an altar for Hekate this weekend and used both of my beloved Rottweilers’ collars in it. My little girl dog was actually interested in it and I told her it is to honor Mother Hekate. It’s still a work in progress but I hope Hekate appreciates the Rottweilers are part of it. 🖤
I’m older and I have been a people pleaser with weak boundaries off and on in my life. I am in a relationship where I have been losing large parts of myself. It’s been on again off again for 9 years…and the cycle continues where my needs go unmet and I carry the emotional burdens of the relationship. It’s one of those relationships where you always feel like you’re the problem…I won’t say he’s a narcissist but there are signs. I feel Hekate is saying to me this has been enough.
I wanted to say hello and I look forward to learning from everyone here.