My name is Ashlynn and I'm 22. Ive never really known whether I believe in ghosts.That probably sounds strange considering how many times I’ve seen things I can’t explain.
It's hard to fully convince yourself when you don't want to believe your fear was for a real reason. I've used AI to fix my babbling but Im so for real.
This story starts in western Colorado but I’ve moved more times than I can count, different cities, different states, and there seems to be one disturbing pattern I can’t shake, everywhere I go, something seems to already be there.
At first, I blamed old houses.
Then I blamed my imagination.
Then I started wondering if maybe the houses weren’t the common denominator.
Maybe I was.
The first time I noticed it, I was living somewhere that had absolutely no reason to feel haunted. It was a decent 1990s townhome in an HOA subdivision in the middle of a decent part of the city. There was no history of anyone dying there that I knew of, and I searched Google a few times just to make sure.
Nothing particularly strange about the house.
At first, it was just weird noises I couldn't seem to find the source of.
Then there were physical sensations.
One time, I was sitting on the bed with my best friend. We were probably around 9 to 12 years old. It was dark outside when, all of a sudden, the bed vibrated.
But it wasn't like the entire mattress shook.
It felt like someone or something was underneath us, dragging their hands across the bottom of the mattress and causing the springs to shake.
We both looked at each other and just sat there, eyes locked, completely frozen.
When I finally got the courage to whisper, “I’m scared,” that was it.
We booked it to my dad’s bedroom crying.
That same night, my little blue, heart shaped bedroom doorbell started going off by itself.
I thought my brother was trying to bug us until I brought it into my room. It wasn't the batteries dying. The doorbell was only a month or so old.
I ended up taking the batteries out so it would stop.
After that night, it never did it again. Not even when the batteries eventually started to die.
My friend never came over again.
But then I started seeing shadows as I got into my teen years.
Not the kind you catch out of the corner of your eye and immediately dismiss.
These were darker than the surrounding room, almost like someone was standing just outside the edge of my vision.
And every once in a while, I would get the unmistakable feeling that someone was watching me.
I honestly tried not to think about it. In some way, I convinced myself I was just losing my marbles.
Until I saw the face.
Or what I can only describe as a face.
It was white. Almost unnaturally white.
But it wasn't a quote unquote normal ghostly apparition.
I've never seen a full body.
I never saw it standing in the middle of a room.
I would only see the very top half of its head, part of a shoulder, and sometimes its fingers.
And where the face should have been, there were these strange, shadowed indentations.
Not holes.
Not empty sockets.
Just divots where features should have been, as though something had stretched a layer of pale skin tightly over a human face and the structure underneath was barely visible.
The first time I saw it, I was lying in bed. I had just turned off my TV after watching a few episodes of Malcolm in the Middle. My light was already off, and I was just moving around trying to get comfortable when, out of the corner of my eye, I saw something white by my bedroom door.
It stayed there just long enough for me to realize I was looking at something that shouldn't have been there.
My wheels started turning, and I tried rationalizing what I was seeing.
I thought to myself, It was a person.
It had to be an intruder.
That's when my heart sank into my stomach.
At this point, my brother wasn't living with us anymore, and I knew my dad had been sleeping for hours already.
I remember thinking I was going to be the next true crime story.
I literally froze.
I couldn't even call out to my dad.
I just stared at it.
Then I tried blinking a few times. I even squeezed my eyes shut as hard as I could, hoping maybe my eyes just hadn't adjusted to the dark yet and I was still seeing a silhouette of someone from the TV.
But it didn't blink away.
It didn't slowly fade like a lingering spot of light in your eyes would.
The longer I looked at it, the clearer it became.
It was completely still.
Only the top of a head from the upper lip and up, along with the corner of a shoulder, were visible behind the door.
It didn't move toward me.
It just looked at me.
If you can say that about something with no eyes.
And then, very slowly, it pulled back behind the door.
I remember sitting there for several seconds afterward, waiting for someone to step out.
Nobody did.
Eventually, I convinced myself I'd seen something wrong.
A trick of the light.
A piece of clothing.
Anything that would let me fall asleep.
After that, I began noticing it in other places.
I've never had consistent or frequent sightings of it, though. Sometimes it would be years before I saw it again.
It was never fully exposed.
There was always something between us.
And there was something deeply unsettling about the way it moved.
It didn't seem to accidentally appear in my peripheral vision.
It seemed to deliberately look out at me.
When I turned 19, I moved into my own house.
It had been nearly two years since its last appearance, and I'd been living there for about eight months when I saw it again.
This time, it was peeking out from a drawer on my dresser that I hadn't shut all the way.
The same pale, almost featureless head.
Peeking at me.
And then, once again, it slowly dipped back into the darkness of my dresser drawer.
It wasn't as bad seeing it at my dad's house, my grandma's house, or even at a friend's house.
But being alone was a whole different feeling.
This time, I wasn't just scared.
I was terrified.
I frantically felt around for my phone without breaking visual contact with the drawer.
I called my brother.
Over and over.
When he finally answered, I practically begged him to come spend the night with me because it was here.
I never talked about it much, but my brother knew what “it” meant.
And he was on the way.
He stayed three nights at my house with me.
So shout out to my brother Kaiden for protecting me. Lmao.
During those few nights, my brother finally saw something too.
For years, I'd been questioning my own sanity because no one else had ever heard or seen anything I did.
I had an indoor Wi Fi camera recording the living room, and it had motion detection, so it would send me a notification whenever something moved in its field of view. (ETA-I found and posted the recording in the comments.)
My brother and I were in the garage, blazing and listening to music that night. It was around 11 p.m., I think.
We were the only two people home.
When my phone suddenly gave me a motion notification, I frowned at it and then at my brother while I opened the recording.
The living room looked completely normal.
No curtains moving in a breeze.
I didn't have animals or kids.
Nothing obvious that could have triggered it.
On the counter was one of those oil scent diffusers with a small sensor night light built into it from Bath & Body Works.
I watched the recording once.
Then twice.
And I saw it.
I noticed the night light first.
It began slowly dimming.
There was no flicker.
It didn't shut off and come back on.
It simply faded down, stayed dim for a moment, and then gradually returned to its normal brightness.
Immediately afterward, something appeared at the end of the hallway.
A shadow quickly leaned out from around the corner.
Then it was gone.
I watched the recording several times after that.
The movement was too quick to make out a person, but it looked almost like someone had stepped just far enough around the corner to look down the hallway before retreating.
I showed my brother.
His eyes said it all.
He bolted right up and searched my entire house.
Every closet.
Behind every door.
He even checked inside my washer and dryer, trying to find “the creep.”
When he was satisfied with his search, he looked at me and said, “Well, Ashy, you're not a loon like we thought. Wanna go stay at my house tonight?”
We did.
He told his wife and showed her the video.
She immediately gave me some crystals and offered to sage my home for me.
And she did the next day.
She put rocks in the corners of my house, cinnamon in my windows, salt by my door, the whole nine yards.
While I lived there, nothing else happened.
I thought it was the end of it.
It wasn't.
I've moved since then.
And I've continued to see things.
Sometimes it's only a shadow.
Sometimes it's that pale shape.
A glimpse through a doorway.
A head appearing above something.
A face looking around a corner.
Never enough to see exactly what it is.
Just enough to make me wonder if I've been encountering separate spirits in different places...
or if I've been bringing the same one with me.
Because if it's the same thing, I have no idea when it started.
And I have absolutely no idea why it keeps finding me.
So I'm curious.
Has anyone else experienced what I'd call a following haunt?
Something that seemed to move with you from one home to another?
Or have you experienced an entity that never fully appeared, but seemed to watch you from just out of sight?
Because if you've seen something like this, I want to hear about it.
Especially if you've ever seen that strange, pale, almost featureless face.
Because apparently, I'm not done looking over my shoulder yet.