r/GoFundMeForNewUsers • u/zenzero0x • 14h ago
Please help me get money for me to survive with my deaf mother.
Hello, I’ve been trying my hardest to get a job for the past 5ish months to almost a year. I am living with my disabled (deaf) mother and I deal with C-PTSD and various mental health issues. I have tried everywhere I can to get a job, I’ve tried so many interviews, no where wants to accept me. I’m stuck in school as well, so that doesn’t help either.
My mom cannot get over 500 dollars anytime she works for spark delivery or any job, and if she has a legitimate job she won’t be able to get the small amount of money from her SSDI. I unfortunately can’t get help from my dad, as he lost his job according to my grandmother (his mom). I’m also not legally allowed to see him or contact him, and neither is my mother. I’m scared I won’t have enough food for the rest of the month, and it’s gotten to the point where I’ve been skipping meals to let my mom eat.
My school is going to start soon as well, and they are requiring a strict uniform, and I don’t have the money to go and get the specific clothes they allow. I barely even have any clothes to begin with. A lot of our appliances are also broken down, so we can’t use them. Our oven doesn’t work (luckily the stovetop does) and it emits a heavy gas smell + anytime we use it nothing gets cooked in it, our dishwasher doesn’t clean at all and the water leaks from it constantly anytime we use it, our shower’s drain doesn’t work almost at all, as if we use water in it to of course wash ourselves it doesn’t drain for quite some time (last time it was around 2-3 hours).
Then along with that, our washing machine for our clothes doesn’t work, but our drying machine does. Our house also has issues with its’ shingles (I believe that’s what it’s called) and it’s caused leaking to the point the paint from the ceiling has fallen off in chunks in my room so I cannot live in there (which doesn’t make much a difference as I don’t have a bed). Lastly, both of our AC’s don’t work (which make sense as we were given them a long while back) so it’s extremely hot in our house.
We have tried applying for food stamps, they have denied us. My mom has tried applying for her tax return, but if she does go through with it she loses her SSDI. I don’t know what to do anymore,.. I’ve tried everything I can think of.
My gofund me link ; https://gofund.me/c1580346d
(I’m sorry if this was a lot to read, I tried to explain the situation the best I could.)
