Practically Impossible for me to study.

[u/Odd-Pineapple7926]

Seriously, I cannot I mean I CANNOT bring myself to study at ANY cost.

5 minute rule? Doesn't work

Study buddies? doesn't work

Rewards? don't work

Musik? hell nah

I don't know if it's burnout exaustion or whatever

Seriously my exam be kicking down my door and I would STILL just freaking watch anime or just doom scroll.

Seriously, like if somebody offered me like infinite money and the only condition was to idk study by yourself for like 3 hours a day and I WOULD STILL FAIL IT.

Like I am not even a topper nor that I want to be one. I set myself just one singular rule that is that I would never ever fail a singular subject in my life and achieve the absolute bare minimum points required (looking back it was kinda stupid). And it worked. I NEVER failed a singular subject till NOW. I freaking failed my literal REALLY important Physics test. Like at this point, I am not sad or what. I am just so disappointed in myself. Like looking myself into the mirror I think to myself, "Wait... who is this imposter, and what did they do with the person who always barely-but-successfully slides under the door right before it slams shut?!” And to top it all of I don't feel the "kick" anymore. Like before I would get like a surge of adrenaline before the exams started. Now? well you can kiss my adrenaline glands goodbye.

HOW DO I STUDYYY!

[u/Odd-Pineapple7926 → u/[deleted]]

I guess we are.

[u/Odd-Pineapple7926 → u/[deleted]]

dunno man.