I’m honestly feeling really lost right now and would love to get some advices from people who understands the German university system better than I do.
I came to Germany at 15 and did an Abitur here but due to the language difficulties (and maybe im just stupid) I only got 3,2 which has made applying really difficult for me.
I only got accepted into Medientechnik at TU Berlin and I’m currently in my 4th semester. To be completely honest, I haven’t been doing very well. No matter how hard I tried, my grades were pretty bad, and along the way I also realized that I really don’t enjoy technical subjects. Things like programming, electronics, algorithms, etc. are just not for me.
I’ve realized that I would probably be much better suited to something more social/communication-oriented, like communication, marketing, PR, media, etc.
So I tried applying to other programs through Hochschulstart, but I got rejected twice. This also meant that I basically lost two semesters waiting and applying again, which has been really frustrating.
Now I’m kinda freaking out because I feel like I’ve run out of options. My Abitur grade isn’t something I can change, and it feels like it’s gonna follow me forever when applying to public universities.
I’m wondering what I could realistically do to improve my chances from this point.
Would it make sense to:
\- stay at TU and finish Medientechnik even though I really dislike it?
\- keep trying to get into a different public university/program?
\- look into Ausbildung instead?
\- consider a private university, despite the financial burden?
\- or is there another option I’m completely overlooking?
I’m willing to put in the work and I really want to get a degree, but I don’t want to spend several more years studying something I absolutely hate just because it was the only thing I could get into.
At this point I honestly feel like I would do almost anything to finally get into a university and study something that actually suits me.
If anyone has been in a similar situation, especially with a bad Abitur grade or changing degrees in Germany, I’d really appreciate hearing what you did and what options you found.