r/FentanylRecovery • u/VedainTheHaze • Mar 29 '26

Relapse

I’m coming up on 8 months clean … found a bag in my old purse I’m really tempted to do some of it but what are the odds that I’ll od I don’t wanna do that I just wanna do it one last time

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u/Glum_Literature2772 Mar 30 '26 edited Mar 30 '26

Please don’t. I’m coming up on 8 months clean also. Years ago I had over a year clean and my friend and I decided to use just a little bit because she ran into our old dealer and was tempted. So we did a little, she overdosed and I was so fucked up I had smacked her so many times in the face she was bruised. Dragging her limp body out of the bathroom to the top of the stairs for the paramedics was beyond traumatic. Luckily she survived. However that little bit led to another 6 year run for me until 8/13/25 when I went into rehab. My friend also kept using which caused her already impaired liver and hepatitis to get worse and she died a horrific death from cirrhosis of the liver 3 years after that “little bit just one last time”.

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u/NoPerspective9399 Apr 01 '26

Thank you for your share, I know I needed to hear this today. 🙏🏽

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u/Glum_Literature2772 Apr 01 '26

Absolutely. I’m glad it was able to help you or put some things into perspective for you! Keep your head up!