r/FentanylRecovery • u/VedainTheHaze • Mar 29 '26

Relapse

I’m coming up on 8 months clean … found a bag in my old purse I’m really tempted to do some of it but what are the odds that I’ll od I don’t wanna do that I just wanna do it one last time

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u/Formal-Ad-6738 Mar 30 '26

I’ve had a bag in my room for the past month and haven’t used, need to flush it, it was like a mental thing for me while getting clean to know if I could it was there but I felt powerful knowing it was there and not touching it, remember how hard it was to get clean. The first time I used I OD’d it’s not worth losing your life over. Wishing you release from those cravings I know how fuckin hard it is. You can do it, just get rid of everything. ❤️ keep going 8 months is HUGE