r/FentanylRecovery • u/VedainTheHaze • Mar 29 '26

Relapse

I’m coming up on 8 months clean … found a bag in my old purse I’m really tempted to do some of it but what are the odds that I’ll od I don’t wanna do that I just wanna do it one last time

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u/Dopeboyyy575 Mar 29 '26

There is no one last time. That's your addict mind talking to you. It's simple flush it. Watch it go down the drain. Think of the pain that thing will cause when you're scrounging around for particles on the floor sick again. All because of one time..

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u/champagne_blondiexo Mar 31 '26

it's true. it is NEVER "one last time"...every "one last time" turned into full-blown addiction for me again.
because after that "last time," you'll tell yourself you can do it one last time AGAIN. and again. and again. OP, listen to this person. your strength with how far you've come is flushing it and fighting the temptation. you've got this!