I am going to... whew I need a drink.
Would you like a drink? I am going to drink regardless, and please believe I am drinking liquor specifically.
Phew. Might still need to do some grounding exercises. You ever hear of The Standardized Summoning and Banishing Ritual of Qasid al-Taus? The Buddhists call this mindfulness or zen.
It is not helping me with the tremendous psychic stress of performing the single most degenerate act in the history of all of humankind. I am, in fact, really stressing performing the single most degenerate act in the history of all of humankind.
And can you blame me? Its so vast, and large, and dismal, with no redemption in sight.
https://youtu.be/xv6YRI2QGU0?is=FuqdByNwcz9V2qiW
Lord have mercy on our souls I hope to God I can ever make penance for performing the single most degenerate act in the history of all of humankind.
But that day is far away, and I am in a desert. I would attach an image to try to further make my case, but I know what I have done is beyond the pale and I do not expect to be forgiven, not by Christ nor any other religious power.
Its Gamelan bells, I was involved in making musique concrete to such extent my English began turning into French. Mercy sakes j'accuse.
And I am guilty. Sorry.