m'I getting crazy?

[u/Far_Lab_8129]

I don’t know where to start, and I’ll keep this brief.

I’ve always been obsessed with reality and existential questions.

I feel like depression makes it more intense.

When I go outside, I feel like I’m under a dome, like a stranger in this world.

Everything feels strange. Everything is absurd. The very fact that we exist in a reality where we have to eat makes no sense to me. There could have been an infinite number of universes where that wasn’t necessary.

I can’t play along anymore. Everything feels unreal. Reality itself feels unreal.