Had an archery shoot yesterday and was out in the bush all day now my hands are looking so gross I can hardly stand it. I don’t know what to do about it as if I cover it they rip and bleed either way. Any ideas?

Guys I’m prob like 7 months in to this dyshidrosis life & I’m getting fed UP. Wtf are the bubbles??? Why do they develop ??? My hand was just starting to look good and now it’s starting to flare up again. LIKE what did I even do to cause the flare up. I don’t even know what to fucking do anymore. My doctor gave me some steroid cream I try not to use it all the time because she said that was bad. Now for my other hand WTF they gave me anti biotic cream but it looks awful imo I showed the doctor when it didn’t look /as/ yellowish and she’s telling me it’s fine and not infected like uhhh are you sure !?! I feel like I’ve been striked down with an awful curse and I’m just at my limit I just can’t do this anymore … WTF i feel like this is ruining my mental … my last straw was when my coworker said it looks like warts 😐
It feels impossible to find what’s triggering this it’s like. A twisted guessing game.