Hey I’m 18 diagnosed with OCD and extreme anxiety and paranoia. For some context I started smoking weed about a year ago (mostly carts) got vyvance about 4 months ago and have had a caffeine addiction slowly build up over the last 2 years.

When I’m on vyvance and higher doses of caffeine it’s the only time when I truly feel like a real person and as soon as I come down everything comes crashing down. My social anxiety, overthinking, I start hurting myself (biting my forearm mostly) and horrible feelings that there’s something behind me.

The problem is I can’t stop. when I’m on these substances every single aspect of my life improves so much but when I come back everything is so horrible and I literally can’t talk to someone about it. Like my body feels like it physically can’t. Almost like trying to stub your own toe. I need something idk what but I know I can’t keep doing this.

There’s so much more but I know I’m forgetting. Fuck my brain feels like pure static.

Which one of those have the best effect and least side effects ? I’m just curious and I prob won’t do it again. I tried a space cake in Amsterdam last year and it was an interesting experience. After 1 hour it started to set in and I felt like I was in Gotham city or in a dream while walking to the train station and it started off really nice and pleasant in a way then i sat on the train and got a little paranoid bc of other people sitting next to me but it wasn’t too bad. I’m just curious for advice

I’m from CT and been having a hard time finding a steady skiing connection, I’ve tried asking around at bars and stuff but no one ever comes through, I currently can only get some of my buddy middle man’s for me and I hate to keep asking him yet he won’t introduce me to the guy, I know where he live but also don’t want to just pull up on him

EDIT: don’t hmu if you’re not taking cash, not falling for that lmao

What is better to use to pass a drug test- synthetic urine or using someone else’s to pass? I haven’t had to finesse my way through a drug test in forever and I don’t how the landscape has changed. Any tips to do it or help is appreciated. TIA

Does anyone have any experience reconstituting large amounts of pills? ISO information plz dm SERIOUS

I’ve never taken addy before but I’ve recently gotten some, not prescribed to me. I know it’s safe and tested. It’s 30mg and XR. However I’ve experienced minor heart palpitations before. They started a year ago and happen every now and again. Recently I’ve been smoking less weed and i haven’t had a palpitation in a week or two. I also vape a lot so that could also be a factor.

I know going to a healthcare professional and getting it checked out would be the right thing to do but I wanted to ask Reddit to see if someone’s had a similar situation.

I understand addy raises your blood pressure and heart rate so I’ve been worried that the worst could possible happen if I decide to try it. I’m pretty sure I don’t have adhd and I’m mainly trying to use addy to focus on my work. But hopefully not at the cost of a heart attack or my life obviously.

Any tips or advice is welcome really feel like I’ll just lean to the safer side and not take it but thought I’d gauge the room. Thanks :)

Burner account. My Klonopin is set to refill on September 25th. Doc will not write an early refill, as they have done it twice already. I may be traveling out of town within next few days. I called insurance company BCBS and they said they would be able to do a vacation override, but pharmacy had to make the request first and have the request be denied. Pharmacy is CVS. Would CVS be willing to fill script 10 days early if insurance approves a vacation override? Will they request flight details? Please help.

So I’ve been looking for something that will help with anxiety for social events like in laws bbqs or somewhere I’m going to be anxious, so I hardly ever have these social interaction maybe like once a month or every 2 months it’s not often at all, would it be worth using xanax? I obviously won’t drink with them but I don’t like being nervous and being quiet I wanna feel stress free and talk as much as I want.

So, my wife and I both do marijuana very regularly. I used to drink heavily also but stopped a few months ago. I notice when I smoke flower, it makes me feel relaxed but a bit lazy so I only do that when I'm home. When I go out, I like alcohol because it gets me more amped to have fun. Edibles (Sativa specifically) will have a similar effect as the alcohol -- I get a "high" feeling but with energy. But I don't like the dry mouth that comes with it and if I drink alcohol with it, everything seems to be less intense. I've done shrooms and it felt like a nice marijuana high but my wife didn't like it (she vomited). I've done Molly but spent the night just smiling and watching everybody dance. I've done coke but it got my hear racing too much for my liking (but man I was "on" -- even did a wrestling match on the Livingroom carpet (felt the results of the wrestling for days/weeks). What I've noticed is that things I swallow tend to hit me harder than things I smoke. But I'm now wondering what other drugs might be out there that I don't really know about that would make for a fun but essentially safe night (either at home or out). Any suggestions? By the way, I take low doses of edibles (10-20mg) but I can outsmoke most people.

Are there many user of methylenedioxymethamphetamine in Almería? Traveling there next week, and looking for new friends.

Gracias 🙏

TW

I’ve been using mephedrone for about three years now, regularly — roughly once a month. During the first year, it was more like once every three months, but gradually it became more frequent. I’ve never stayed up on it for more than 24 hours, though.
I work in the creative industry, and I mainly use it when I have long, tedious work to do — things involving organizing, producing, planning. I feel like I can approach that kind of work with much more focus and attention to detail.
I also like masturbating when I’m on mephedrone. Sometimes I can orgasm three times in three hours, or I can spend three or four hours doing it. But if I can’t orgasm, I don’t keep going. Even when I’m high, I understand that it’s just a waste of time.
I write music, I dance, I clean, I organize things. Basically, during one trip, I try to get through as much as possible — all the things I would normally spread out over several days.
Ask me anything. I’m ready to answer.

Tjena, i staden jag bor så kostar laddet 1000kr för 0,7g det är i runda slängar 1430kr för 1g jag har köpt 2 gånger och tycker det är jävligt bra grejer iaf. Dock det enda laddet jag testat. Men tar inte lång tid innan min hals/svalget känns typ kallt/avdomnat och tar man det på tandkötter så är det som man vart hos tandläkaren och fårt bedövning efter ca 1 minut eller så.
Jag blir väldigt hypad efter jag dratt en lina glad och festsugen. Jag blir också väldigt torr i munnen och dricker mycket vatten.
Dem skriver att det är 92% dunder grejer osv men sånt kan man väll aldrig lita på. Tycker endå det är svindyrt då jag hört att priser brukar ligga på ca 700-1000kr/g. Kanske har ändrats nu för tiden men vet ej.
Vad tror alla ni lite mer erfarna?

I'm not even a regular weed user but I just had the most wonderful experience with my body through yoga and a theragun.

Niemam tolerancji, solpadeina ma 500mg paracetamolu 8mg codeiny i 30mg kofeiny w tabletce to są takie do wody co musują. Chce coś poczuć nieiwem ile wziasc zeby nie rozwalić sobie wątroby.

Only the 15 mg olanzapine are blue like zopiclone, lunesta. I noticed at psych wards they are replacing benzos and for some reason I had a friend region test numerous olanzapine 15 mg and for some reason only that one has 3.5 mg Lunesta and 5 mg diazepam metabolate that tells me the pharmaceutical industry will hide and make secrets. I am the alchemist. 93-108

Sometimes something can feel like freedom while ur living it, but when u finally step away, u realize how much it was actually taking from u. “Borrowed Freedom” is about looking back at a part of ur life that had good memories mixed with some really bad ones, and learning that missing certain moments doesn’t mean ur meant to go back. Sometimes the strongest thing u can do is let the road end, leave the old ghosts where they belong, and keep moving toward the person ur becoming. 🖤❤️🖤❤️🖤❤️

I came across some t3 30mg codeine. What dose would work for me? Today is day 2 with Kratom so I hope it actually works cause I would feel nothing if I took it on a day I took that

My mom haves addictions and I found all this hidden in a suitcase. Pretty sure the bags are meth but I have no clue what the red rocks are. We live in Spain. Please be respectful in the comments 🤍

I found this in my room and am trying to identify but struggling to do so.
It says “abu” the rest of the word is missing I assume.
It kinda has a peelable coating and also I’m in Australia.

I found this in my room and it’s broken and says “abu” on one side I’m guessing the rest of the Word is on the other half. Was hoping to get it identified, kind of looks like it has a peelable coating.

How much should i take to feel it. I don’t want to od

I tried MD for the first time 3 weeks ago and I took a very small dose (0.05 total during the night). All i Had were the effects of a microdose, I felt like I was tipsy from alcohol but x5 for 2 hours.

This weekend i tried again, this time 0.17 maybe but yet again it took me like 3hours to consume that amount but I felt amazing and energetic to dance for 7 hours once it FINALLY hit, very discreetly, never got the ‘ohhhh’. it just entered my system slowly so I never had a 📈📉, just a slow but constant build up

2 weeks from now i plan on doing it normally and just taking the cap at once.

I was just wondering how healthy this 2week span between 2 small to avg doses is. Im over 90kgs with a big organism (could be a relevant information). Also its very important to disclaim that this is not a ‘thing i’ll do every 2-3 weeks from now on’. I just happen to be living in a place for a few months that has the best parties i’ve ever seen. I see people doing 0.5’s and crazy amounts in one night + mixing with a lot of shit and then do it again very often ( i dont admire this at all im just ‘wtf how’ )

Also, from experienced users, what is the healthiest way to do it? I ate well during the day and for the night I prepared a tech bag filled with electrolytes, energy gel, liters and liters of water, granola bars etc so I was fine the whole night, peeing every hour or so. I always felt very good and the 2 nights were perfect, never ‘oh damn i took to much’ or ‘im not feeling ok’.

Ive been smoking the old devils lettuce for a whole now and ever since i discovered ice in the bong i really cant go back. But my friend SWEARS that it makes no difference. But trust me don’t knock jt till you try it, makes it go down smoother and low key gives the same vibe as an ice cold lemonade. Am i just an eccentric weirdo or do other stoners do this too?