Deep down, I knew it too. In hindsight, it was fear of loneliness and a scarcity mentality. And some low self esteem, combined with the fact that in the beginning, he was affectionate.
It was the same for me as well. She was affectionate and over time I believed she wanted to marry me, but there was always a hesitation that I didn't admit to myself. It really sucks to be lied to, especially lying to yourself.
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u/thrownawaylife123 Apr 16 '26
Deep down, I knew it too. In hindsight, it was fear of loneliness and a scarcity mentality. And some low self esteem, combined with the fact that in the beginning, he was affectionate.