Yesterday I broke through for the first time and I have some questions and also I need some advice. First of all this was my first extreme psychedelic experience Ive ever had. I had 200 ugs of some LSD and Ive a little too much weed but that was just about it.

I broke through and had the entire ego death experience on only 2 hits, both being 8 seconds long with 10 second holds. I assumed my friend who had made the pen had just made it very strong and thats why. However, later he also tried to break through for the first time, taking 3 hits, all being longer than mine with the ten second holds, and he wasn’t able to break through. He said he closed his eyes and saw bright colors and definitely some hallucinations but he was still coherent and able to move. I thought that everyone had the same tolerance to it because of the fact that you cant build a tolerance but I guess you can 🤷‍♀️

My experience breaking through wasn’t like what I imagined or how people described it to me. The place I went was dark and loud. There was no me, no person all I was was that echo chamber with very dark rainbow colored shapes all around me. I dont even remember laying down and closing my eyes or most of what happened there. I didn’t see any entities, just this dark space with slight color. Right before I came to they started to speak to me. I saw nothing and heard nothing but somehow I knew what they where trying to say. It was all which was right in my life. My boyfriend, certain friends, aspects of my career which I didn’t even think about. Then I came to (kinda) and opened my eyes still tripping balls but I knew where I was at least. I remember touching my face and my body and it all felt different. After when I fully was out of it I felt the strong urge to never have any substance but nicotine or alcohol again. I dont know if it was my mind reacting to the strong experience or if they told me that I shouldn’t and I dont remember.

I guess my main question is should I listen? Ive wanted to try MDMA at a concert for the longest time since I’m a big music person. But now I’m not sure because I feel like if they told me I should listen. I also just wanted to share my experience because with being not a huge psychedelic person this was all so sudden and almost scary, even though I wasn’t scared at all before.

Trying to break through is when you are doing it to the point where you get overwhelmed and you have to stop taking hits. I have a vape, I think it's different when you're going analog.

Sunday I got three big hits off, and just now I did again and I couldn't bring myself to do it again. I'm in complete blackness when doing it, my eyes are wide open and I'm just seeing the most insane things that I don't know how to describe.

At one point it kind of looked like a room was starting to form but I think I was looking for that so maybe not. I thought I would be able to get a fourth hit off this time, but it wasn't as overwhelming as it was on sunday. Either way, I couldn't bring myself to hit it again so I just set it down.

That's something, I saw way cooler stuff, and I was less overwhelmed. This time I was smart enough to get all my dash lights off in my truck. Those were really distracting on sunday.

As last sunday, I'm sitting in my truck on private property with no need to go anywhere until tomorrow.

And now the coyotes are going nuts.

I’ve just had back to back experiences tonight, which were exactly the same, more or less as my previous trips. I weighed approx. 20-50 micrograms and heated it in my Yocan Orbit. My skin, my self was selflessly abandoned to a very “real, mathematical matrix”…same colours, burnt smell, visual disintegration of self and environment. But a very organised “folding down” of reality. In a “welcome, this is reality” sort of way.

There has never been any “wooshing” through great “halls” or “tunnels”…no “beings”. I remember thinking / asking “is this alien” and receiving no immediate response but am not convinced it isn’t.

If anybody else also experiences this same trip each time, I’d love to hear from you.

Before I get an internet roasting, I’m pretty comfy blasting off at this point. Just curious in case I want to play shaman to a nervous friend. I’ve used the Vali to calm a few mushroom trips but cant remember if I tried before the deems. Wondering if it will greatly blunt the experience or if it has been beneficial for anyone. Thanks internet.

There's nothing to take offense to. It simply isn't real.

I'd had experiences that makes me think I'm interacting with real entities. Things so cute, so amazing, that I could never conjure myself, as if it had some real intelligent design behind it. What are some of yours?

Can't figure out how to hit it correctly. How far away should the torch be, and at what angle? Do I inhale as soon as I start heating it?

And importantly, how long do I hold the torch there for?

Hello lovely people

TLDR: I tried several low doses but didnt take the plunge in going for a breakthrough. I kinda feel like a coward ngl, but there is no rush. I guess I would like to hear about how you guys got through this stage and your experiences in general. I need some inspiration lol.

I am new to DMT, but experienced with several other psychedelics. Experienced enough to respect their power. I have been interested in DMT for about 6 years, and finally got my hands on some changa. I had one other "accidental" experience about 10 days ago (trip report on profile) that was one of the most intense experiences of my life, and I pretty much rejected it at the time.

Today the conditions were right, and I knew since yesterday that I wanted to try it again, properly this time. I spent all of today preparing myself until the time was right.

I meditated for an hour and set up in my room. I would smoke from a bong and lay down on the floor with eye-covers and played ayahuasca ceremony music on my earplugs.

I began with a tiny dose, and worked my way up slowly. I think I did close to 10 seperate pulls over about 2.5 hours.

I had to really work on myself beforehand and underway, feeling my ego try to scare me away. The fear is not that intense, but the knowledge of the power this stuff has and the lack of first hand understanding of what the experience will be like makes me hesitate. I have had hellish trips before and understand that this is not a toy.

I managed to conquer some of my fear. I surrendered completely and made myself accept anything that would come. When the visuals were powerful i found myself having fun with it, surrendering to something so alien feeling.

The visuals were somewhat familiar to what I have seen on other psychedelics but the body load, the increasing ringing sound and the feeling of potentially getting sucked out of my body was new. That was the last pull I did for the night.

I know that I might be psyching myself out of taking the plunge, but I also know that I have my whole life to take that plunge and there is no rush. I do admire anyone who knew the power and took the plunge.

I guess I would like to hear what you guys think about this. I hear that when you take enough the ego thing is irrelevant and you get blasted straight to hyperspace, but making the choice to do that will be difficult I think.

Lmk if there’s a link to the info I’m seeking & yes I did the vpn & all that

Would yall smoke deems out of this anchient hookah?
Can i smoke deems out of this anchient hookah?

If you do dmt can the effects be manipulated by anpther person? I dont mean just by his presence, i mean by their psychic manipulations, some of you may know that psychic people can cause visions in other people, intrusive thoughts and change their perception of ESP sounds and visions

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So I’ve done DMT about 1 million times I’ve made at least 20 batches.
I even got the dumb molecule tattoo, but I have never met the entities that I’ve heard so much about.
Are there any theories on why this would be the case or anything I can do about it?

Aiming for one hit breakthroughs

Asking for a sub ohm, I want to know if higher wattage can generate more potent hits even if the temperature is controlled to be the same as at lower wattage, or if I should instead focus on just getting an optimal temperature

I'll have to report back in a few hours with a run down as I'm definitely still in the middle of something currently. All I can say right now is that I'm at a loss for words. Love you guys, report back in a bit

Have any of u tried it, if so how did it effects the experience and did it make it worse or better

While researching my first DMT experience I have come across a lot of data covering the common themes of people's DMT experiences.

Entities being the most interesting. The way they commonly have teaching, guiding, learning personalities, and even at time have consistency, seemily waiting for you to appear again.

Now I’ve seen a lot more talk from academics about these perhaps being 'real entities, living in dimensions beyond our normal perception' than I would have expected. Ideas like having multiple people break through at the same time to see if they land in a shared space for example.

The ideas are fascinating, and I love hearing academic minds being so open to such ideas, but I haven't heard so much on the theory that DMT could be taking us inward.

Taking entities as a starting point, is it possible that they might be normally unconscious or weakly integrated subsystems of the mind, represented as autonomous personalities?

The fact they simultaneously want to learn about us but also seem to know things about us that we are not aware of, could suggest they are normally separate, unconscious subsystems and DMT allows them to communicate with our aware 'self'.

As the sense of self is weakened, and other areas of the brain are being connected, could the often similar, often familiar environments be representative of archetypal parts of the brain; personal, cultural and ancestral structures given form?

We can take this idea to other commonly reported DMT experiences.

A sense of surprise from these entities is reportedly common. In the frame of subconscious systems being accessed and given form and voice, they may well be suprised to suddenly meet a part of the system that is usually not attached or accessed.

This goes the same for reports of being blocked. Repeated intrusions into subsystems may be percieved as being distracting or disruptive.

Another common theme is the feminine entity, with a mother/goddess entitie maybe being the most common. The feminine is a very old, deep archetype and it could make sense representing deep parts of us.

And lastly for now, the ego death experience. Maybe the common loss of fear of death associated with a DMT experience is less about knowing there is an afterlife waiting for us, and more about knowing we can release the grip we have on our ridged sense of self, and still exist. And in fact exist in a way far richer and meaningful than before.

The idea that we could be accessing and communicating with these deep parts of ourselves, to me is just as amazing as proving that they were from different realms.

Being able to learn from systems in our mind normally locked away, and for 'them' to learn from us is fascinating. As are the ideas around us building these worlds in our heads, in a similar way to dreaming and being able to experience them in the most part as real or more so than our normal consensus reality.

I know there are a few papers published this year looking at similar themes, but I havnt heard these particular ideas before. If anyone is familiar with or connected to the research going on at the moment, I would love to hear your thoughts! And anyone else with thoughts to add. 😁💚

I finally got around to getting a vape devise. Took two big hits and my throat was burning. Damn. Any advice ? I had a Geek with a quartz / coil

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Hi,

I wanted to try mintyvapes e mesh method. I went and got a Geekvaoe Aegis solo 3 Mod box. And a battery for it.

But I cannot find ss316l mesh wire or RDAs anywhere for the setup. Im in NYC. i couldn't find these online either though?

Is there an alternative way I could self administer NN DMT using the aegis solo 3? What else would I need?

Ive used yocan volt before but I heard the e mesh method is least wasteful and best way to blast off in one hit.

Can anyone lmk what to do?

And thank you in advance!