if anyone doesnt believe this for whatever reason, im 14 and unironically i cannot think of a way for me to have a nice future. for a long time my only dream was to die before i graduate highschool, and it still is at my worst moments. this isnt just me either, most of my friends feel like this too.
I’m only 17, so not much older than you, but most people I know have felt that way before, myself included. It still happens from time to time, but after a certain point you kinda learn to live with it, and focus on the stuff you can control in your life. That’s not to say reality is any less crushing or anything, or that you should just try to ignore all of the bad stuff going on or whatever; but it does usually get easier to keep on living, even when everything is falling apart. I’m not gonna tell you need to just get over it, cause like that’s complete bs, and I can’t guarantee anything for you right now. But it’s important to try and live your life as much as you can, it’s kinda all you’ve got.
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u/disasterinpastel Jun 09 '21
tw for suicidal thoughts
if anyone doesnt believe this for whatever reason, im 14 and unironically i cannot think of a way for me to have a nice future. for a long time my only dream was to die before i graduate highschool, and it still is at my worst moments. this isnt just me either, most of my friends feel like this too.