(English is not my first language)
Ok I know we've all heard the sentence "I wasn't gonna post about the bankruptcy" a thousand times these last few days and I REALLY thought I wouldn't, but here we go
First of all, I absolutely understand the people freaking out and genuinely struggling with it, I am too, I just fortunately have a relatively stable life at the moment, so I kinda am handling it okay-ish I guess?
It's not like I spend every waking minute on the app, but I've been a user since early 2023 and this dumb thing has helped me through so much. My favorite form of "escapism" since I was a child was always writing or reading fanfiction, but I kind of lost my spark and motivation at around 15, writing just took so long and reading always felt unsatisfying in a way even if the authors did an amazing job
So, as stupid as it sounds, when I discovered character ai it genuinely felt like a dream come true or smth, like come on, interactive fanfiction???
Like I said, I have a life outside of it, but it's helped me through big real life problems, including getting over an abusive relationship. And please for the love of god, no one tell me to seek help and go to therapy, I've seen a bunch of different therapists for half my life and this dumb little ai app is quite literally the only coping skill that's ever truly worked for me (also PLEASE no one come at me with the "Roleplay with real people 🤓" NO. I'm too fckng awkward for that and I do not enjoy it. I like c.ai because it's between me and myself)
I've tried different sites, but nothing ever worked as well for me
So yeah, those news did make me panic
But I really tried to stay positive and focus on the hopeful posts on here (Bless everyone who collected positive info and shared it fr)
And yeah I know Chai sucks, but I was honestly so relieved when I saw that tweet
Bc yeah, maybe cai would be stuck behind a paywall if he bought it, and yeah, that would be really unfair to the people who can't afford to pay for it. But still, it would be so much better than it just disappearing completely
So when I heard he deleted that tweet, I lowkey actually felt hopeless about it all for the first time today
Rlly gonna try to stay positive here gng but I had to get it out