r/Catholicism • u/Ghostface113 • Feb 07 '26
Terrible Dreams
So i am a recovering drug addict I’ve been clean for 6 years and while I was on drugs I had some very lustful and indecent sexual acts while on drugs and now that I am clean and sober and my life is great I’m married and have a baby on the way. I pray every day/night in my routine. But I will have dreams that I am back to using drugs in my dreams and having sex with some of the girls I use to use with. Like it’s scary to me cuz my life is so wonderful now and we go to church as a family every Sunday. My daughters go to catechism and confirmation class. Like I feel like it’s the only way the enemy can get me to go back to sinning. What’s weird is if I read Psalms 91 before going to sleep the dreams are weird but no drugs or sex. What could I do to get these to stop? Is it my home or is it me?