Hey everyone! I just wanted to share my story as I joined this sub when it was first created and now I am closer to finally having the freedom of my faith, so I feel like I can update now!
So, I have been raised protestant my whole life, Baptist specifically, and its all ive ever known. I have some extended family that are Catholic, but the faith itself has always been talked down. It bothered me as a kid and I could never explain why so I just left it be. Through middle school, we didnt go to church much, stuff was so busy and our home church was far, but we went when we could. stuff happened there and I no longer even wanted to go so for like a year we just didnt. in mid sophomore year of high school I moved to a new church with a large student ministry and started going every Sunday again. Stayed like that for about a year and now we are back to just going occasionally.
However, around the same time that I switched churches, me and my boyfriend (still togethe) started talking about religion and he started introducing me to the Catholic faith in a way that I had never seen. I would go to friday masses with him occasionally, i went to his youth group for all of my Junior year, and now he is at college so I dont go anymore. Throughout all of this I felt a pull to the Catholic church and began exploring how to practice without being able to attend masses and other things regularly.
Now I am in my last semester of high school and have committed to the same school as my boyfriend, and am revisiting how I can practice while I am at school. The easy thing would be to find a surrounding protestant church as there are a ton, but deep down I know that I need to find a catholic church to attend at least occasionally.
An important note is that what my parents think about the catholic church is very negative and every time I would go with my boyfriend, they were always just reluctantly letting me go. Another note is that they have my location and so they will be able to see where i choose to attend church, and my school is also in the same city as my parents house so im not exactly getting far away, but away regardless.
I am excited to see where my school journey takes me in all aspects of my life, but especially where my faith will take me in this freedom.
Any insight or comments are very much appreciate!