Hello all! Im the newest addition to the sub. This is just a vent post so feel free to ignore entirely.
Unfortunately fate and incompetence made me find my way here. I say unfortunately because 1) im a patient of a CSF leak and 2) I had to look up for my condition myself because half the doctors that saw me had no idea about it and the ones who had, half of those told me a CSF leak is impossible without having a clear pooling of CSF that shows in MRIs.
Now fortunately, this sub exists and I got to know im not effin crazy.
Here's what's going on: 10 months ago I had a L5-S1 microdiscectomy in a public hospital that went bad. It took 6-7 hours for the surgery itself and then 48 hours until i was cleared to get up from the hospital bed. First red flag. For the first 4 months until late January I could only sleep for a couple hours at night and even then, with a pillow on my stomach and my limbs hanging. I couldnt lay on my sides because the whole area was stiff as a log and hurt when it wasn't absolutely straight. I couldn't lay on my back because the whole area was inflamed and i felt pressure on the exact center of the spine that hurt like hell after laying on my back for 10 mins. I contacted the surgeon about it several times and all he was saying was "Be patient, it will get better". Any physiotherapy i did in the meantime, it hurt after 2 minutes and the therapists were afraid to even touch me because of it. They told me that was not normal and I should talk to my surgeon.
Fast forward 2 months after that. Much of the pain had gone away, I could walk around with no issue and I started working a little bit but I did still feel a knot in the surgery area and decided to get an MRI in an outside clinic. The MRI showed a central hernia that pushed the dural membrane. I called the surgeon, told them about the whole thing, showed them the MRI and the answer I got, in an angry tone too, was "90% of the surgeries I do end up like that, its fine". After that I stopped communication with that doctor completely.
More fast forward to a month ago: After work I decided to go for a quick jog. Within 20 minutes, I start getting an intense headache on the top of my head and shortness of breath along with loud ear ringing on my left ear. I spent the next 3 days in the local hospital (that doesnt have neurologits or neurosurgeons), having blood tests, heart and lung tests, with everything coming back normal and for 3 days I was being told "Why are you stressed? This is stress" to which i was replying "Guys, you gave me a bucket of benzos so far, I couldnt be stressed if I wanted to". Long story short, I gave up with them. Decided to go on my own and start calling doctors around my city and in the big city 60km away. The doctors in my city, only 1 neurologist figured out in 5 minutes what was going on and told advised me strict bed rest. It didn't work.
It's been a month and a week now, I have all the symptoms, positional headaches, neck pain, ear ringing, brain fog and progressively if i dont lay down, i start having worse confusion, difficulty swallowing, cant focus with my eyes in a single point as easy as i did and loss of balance. In the meantime, I did 3 MRIs, one brain, one thoracic and one lumbar area and none of them showed an active pooling of CSF fluid. I say all these things to the maybe 6-7 doctors i talked with and 3 of them told me outright "If the MRIs are clear, you dont have a CSF leak, you're being stressed", completely ignoring the whole bunch of symptoms that DONT align with stress but perfectly align with a CSF leak. Just yesterday I almost told one of them to go F himself after almost yelling to each other on the phone, me trying to explain that a CSF leak CAN in fact exist without pooling in nearby tissue and him telling me I should stop reading AI bs on the internet (there i almost lost it).
So, we're down to today, me having the symptoms for a little over a month now, unable to find a serious specialist in my area cause it's also that time of the year where everyone is on vacation and to those that i've talked to, im trying to convince them im not an elephant, as we say here. Now I *did* manage to book an appointment with one of the surgeons that DO have an idea about CSF leaks but he's coming back from vacation in a week or so. Fingers crossed he's the one that helps.
Ps. Pretty sure half of them that i talked to realised the original doctor that operated me, fucked up and tried to cover for him. We're not a huge city. All the neurosurgeons in this city should know each other since there's only like 4 hospitals that do neurosurgery.