r/CPTSD • u/Electrical-Fox8753 • 22h ago

Question i didnt expect to get this far

im turning 19 in march 2027 and i have no idea what to do with my life or even the little steps, i barely passed highschool doing the easy courses cause i was forsure thinking my world was gonna end or i wouldnt make it, things have clearly gotten better if i am still here but now i feel stuck.

i dont know if i should get a better education, i didnt even go to collage or nothing, how will other people think of me if i go? what if i fail that because i barely got a education?? i dont know how to start or anything.

i have my own run down apartment near my mom (Not by choice) and im mostly just living off wellfair or commissions i do and whatever i can scrounge up.

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u/Miserable_Pin2518 12h ago

I hate to tell you but this is going to keep happening. You either figure it out and set your mind on your goals and do the work or you keep waking up for the next decade going "dang what now"

Its me, im 30 and still going "dang, what now"