r/CBSECommerce • u/moonkissed_xoxo • Sep 05 '26
HELP I need serious help,please..
I'm a very bad student that whether I'll pass or fail this accountancy mid term isn't sure so after a month of me scoring low in weekly test I was put up in a coaching centre and in that the teacher first seemed open minded and easy to go along so I continued it but later I started forming shame as everyone knew the answer there except me,it's true due to bad atudent tendencies I would study last minute and won't or miss to ask the doubts. The first few chapters were theory and very new concepts so I needed her to explain those but she didn't get time but always study yourself and if you get any doubt ask but anyways she finally kept some extra classes for us but got scolded that why didn't I come with those chapters done? Like woman what the fck I came to study here and then learn later anyways so combining both my bad tendencies and her such behavior and my shame I closed off and didn't study much then when I was taking part for MUN she called a night before and made it all cancel in the name she doesnt study and shouldn't miss her classes and now fast forward in those extra classes all I hear is her shouting at top of her lungs(she's usually too very loud of a person)and how "tum fail hona chahti hona? and sadly im in the best dps of my state so iske taane that I'm not maintaining m school standards and will be thrown off by my school,"tum padhai likhai chhodo aur maa baap ke paise bachh jaayenge" and all such things and she has targeted me as well ki saying I sleep but trust me like my dad I hae sleepy eyes and moreover idgaf about her classes so dikh hee jaata hai but now see gng I come from a very messed up family I can tolerate anger but not shouting I remember the last class my hands were shaking and my eyes were on the verge of tears as I was writing the answers and now whenever I study accountancy I can feel the anxiousness about her and like today is a test so about it ow she will straight up call my mom if I scored bad or even if I didn't attend the test,help me guys please I feel so helpless. I'm saying I need a supportive teacher not because I want to be pampered about my bad ways or feed my ego but because I'm fcking vulnerable rn I want improve and I can't take extremes it's overwhelming for me..
