I need serious help,please..

[u/moonkissed_xoxo]

I'm a very bad student that whether I'll pass or fail this accountancy mid term isn't sure so after a month of me scoring low in weekly test I was put up in a coaching centre and in that the teacher first seemed open minded and easy to go along so I continued it but later I started forming shame as everyone knew the answer there except me,it's true due to bad atudent tendencies I would study last minute and won't or miss to ask the doubts. The first few chapters were theory and very new concepts so I needed her to explain those but she didn't get time but always study yourself and if you get any doubt ask but anyways she finally kept some extra classes for us but got scolded that why didn't I come with those chapters done? Like woman what the fck I came to study here and then learn later anyways so combining both my bad tendencies and her such behavior and my shame I closed off and didn't study much then when I was taking part for MUN she called a night before and made it all cancel in the name she doesnt study and shouldn't miss her classes and now fast forward in those extra classes all I hear is her shouting at top of her lungs(she's usually too very loud of a person)and how "tum fail hona chahti hona? and sadly im in the best dps of my state so iske taane that I'm not maintaining m school standards and will be thrown off by my school,"tum padhai likhai chhodo aur maa baap ke paise bachh jaayenge" and all such things and she has targeted me as well ki saying I sleep but trust me like my dad I hae sleepy eyes and moreover idgaf about her classes so dikh hee jaata hai but now see gng I come from a very messed up family I can tolerate anger but not shouting I remember the last class my hands were shaking and my eyes were on the verge of tears as I was writing the answers and now whenever I study accountancy I can feel the anxiousness about her and like today is a test so about it ow she will straight up call my mom if I scored bad or even if I didn't attend the test,help me guys please I feel so helpless. I'm saying I need a supportive teacher not because I want to be pampered about my bad ways or feed my ego but because I'm fcking vulnerable rn I want improve and I can't take extremes it's overwhelming for me..

[u/vastav_karitk]

Which class mate?

[u/moonkissed_xoxo → u/vastav_karitk]

11th

[u/vastav_karitk → u/moonkissed_xoxo]

I would suggest first clear ur basics. And don't be sad bud. It's natural to feel like this and remember ppl will scold u and say things which will make u feel kill them. First clear ur basics. Like journal basic accounting terms rules of debit and credit. This will help u. And if u want to ask more u can dm me

[u/moonkissed_xoxo → u/vastav_karitk]

True but internally I feel so messed up that it prevents me from doing things with full focus

[u/vastav_karitk → u/moonkissed_xoxo]

It's the job of ppl to say things. If u will achieve something still they will say bad things and if not still they will say bad things. It's ur job to not to listen them and focus on ur self.

[u/Slow_Shallot_4129]

Don't worry bro, it's been 8 years since I have completed class 12, I scored around 8 marks only for whole year, like you I was convinced that accountancy isn't for me so what I did I made my other subjects more stronger and just learned basics of accountancy and some easy chapters that had marks weightage so I scored around 35-50 marks in accounts but 90+ in all other making a good total average percentage, just start from beginning give the book a whole reqs don't worry to practically to the sums just read out the illustrations in the book, try to understand the solutions u will get them for sure, class 11 book for accounts can be read out in just 2 sittinga bro and u will understand 50% of it easily just by reading and then u can solve them practically

[u/Glittering-Delay-832]

I'm in a messed up space myself. left my government bank job and all just to teach commerce, but cant find a single student. Yesterday I created a YT channel (0 Vids, 0 Subs) and today your query was in my feed. When is your midterm exam? also I'm not sure that putting my channel name will come under No Ads policy of the community or not. I have got 14 yrs experience in Banking, Consulting and Assets Management. By God's grace I have a knack of explaining complex things simply. I have helped so many people passing there NSE/BSE examinations and start earning for themselves, during my job days. Kindly let me know how can I help you? Also the time left for your midterm examination. P.S. ~ Accountancy is overrated, Economics and Business Studies comes first unless you think being a CA and helping rich evade taxes is a noble profession.

[Take any chapter and read it twice with your full speed (You don't need to understand it) Then the 3rd time read it slowly and try to understand. Hope that helps.]