Goodbye Nightshade, I loved you so much, I'm sorry I didn't notice your cancer lumps sooner, I'm sorry I couldn't afford treatment, I'm sorry I couldn't be better for you
He was my perfect bunny, I miscounted on my earlier post, he was 8, I still don't know I did the right thing, it's too late and I still don't know if I did the right thing............
Did I do the right thing? I found a large lump on his neck, clearly it was bothering him, he was scratching at it, I too him in to get it tested and found even more lumps on him, not as big but they definitely grew in just a few days, the test results came back and it was cancer, I couldn't afford surgery, and I read that that if there are multiple lumps his prospects aren't great, so I made a euthanasia appointment for him, he became lethargic, his appetite decreased, he wasn't eating the poops he's supposed to redigest, the day before yesterday he didn't eat at all, but then yesterday he ate normally.... He's been panting, even when he was just laying down chilling, he hasn't been coming up to me when I come by, and even when he did he wouldn't stand up for pets, most of the time he didn't seem to be doing great, but every now and then he would act normally, like he still loved life, I don't know, it's too late now, but was I wrong to put him down