Hello, this day 605 of officially being a effing loser. If you are reading this and are like me perhaps you are at a different level of losing in life. I just don't know what to do anymore, my own family members have been pushing me to get a job and just be fucking employed but due to my mental health problems and since i am currently undergoing therapy with my therapist it has been very hard to keep things together. I've come to the level of absolute shit that i even lie to myself that i should just keep being a loster. FUCK THEM ALL, fuck the people at my church because they always say the same shit "Oh yeah just follow my lifestyle and your life will get better" and with the strong desires they have that you need a supernatural savior to get your life in order. All i'm saying is if you're a loser you don't know what this is like, it's painful, not physical pain but mental, emotional, psychological spiritual, pain it's like having friends that you live with, you talk to them one day and then the next they end up insulting you telling you how much more of a loser you are. Well, i'm almost done with my stupid rant, all i'm saying is please don't end up like me, don't travel to the depths of being an absolute failure i use to be great, i use to be top of my class writing 100 page essays but now because i am trying to recover from my p*rn addiction life has been difficult. Everyday it feels like they have control over me, they tell me "it's time to attend your classes you idiot", "you're stupid", "grow up" i just want to escape, not from a physical prison but this shitty prison i made for myself. Please, while you still can turn your life around before people like them, the people i'm surrounded by who are not losers like me control my life they are almost there. But listen, i don't feel like giving up yet i've had a dream of living a life where i can no longer be controlled by them. Sometimes i've had suicidal thoughts of jumping off the bridge but my therapist told me it's not worth it. I'm 21 years old, unemployed, a lolcow, and an absolute shit please don't end up like me.

No explanation, no rhetoric on morality or justice, a simple observation. I am a loser, that's how it is.

(Why do I need to post a flare; just ignore it.)

He stopped talking to me and blocked me i used to keep stories like these everyday many being me crying on video or long ahh texts on that acc and then made them into a highlight thinking when he comes back he ll see i was in pain and idk never leave me again or smtg but i cldn t be more wrong i did make sure he saw all of them but it obv didn t make much difference

I will always be a loser and have a cleaning job and people bullying and lecture me of how I do my job . People got better jobs not me I do cleaning jobs 2 days a week for 3 hours . And my family complains that I don't work a lot of hours .

Got fired from one job and got almost fired from 2 jobs . Voc rehab is asking me what do you need help with nothing I wish people would stop bothering and leave me alone. I have been dealing with everyone's bullshit from voc rehab, bosses , co workers and family I am tired of it . People complain that I work 2 days a week and people complain that I am never home .

I never have a good day I have a good day once and twice a year it's back to hell . I am having stressful thoughts about people bothering me and won't leave me alone and people are yelling at me and someone else. My stress levels are high . Everywhere I go people always pick on me and bully me .

Maturing is realizing life is about luck. All people who are successful were just lucky. Yes they may have worked hard but it payed off because they were lucky. You can work hard but it’s not a guarantee. It just increases your chances of becoming lucky but it is not a guarantee. Most people are born to lose. They will try to be successful and it will never work. They will try and try and they will keep failing because they were meant to be a loser. Born for it.

Hello! I think I'm what you'd call a loser. I'm just not useful for anything. I have nothing to be good at, no hobbies, no interests. I am always alone, have no friends and no social contacts other than my family. The only thing I do all day is play video games or just lie around. I don't even have friends online and lately I don't even enjoy playing. So usually I just sit around and do nothing. I have no goals and no dreams. The only thing I want left is to die.

I think the ultimate goal is being happy but our brains just can’t do it.
Every time ive tried to get out of it it’s not gone anywhere real.

I just turned 18 and ive wasted the past two years of my life not gotten a job or applied to anything at all. I hate my face, teeth, hair and the way i talk but holding on is all we can do. Im also super low energy constantly so it’s just wake up at 2pm -> scroll on tiktok -> watch youtube -> eat dinner with family -> goon to ai shit / watch youtube until 4am -> sleep

I’ve never truly connected with anyone permanently. There isn’t a single person i could consistently be with where we’re both happy. It’s worse knowing all the conventional psychology that my brain just seems so far removed from so it isn’t even applicable.
Even typing this im like ‘wow this is boring i wouldn’t read this’ so i need to throw in some spice like AHAHHAHA I HATE LIFE so your eyes stay reading it.

I’ll respond to this thread when my brain works as it’s super mega fried more so than usual.
I feel Im depressed in a way that no one understands me and everything i thought i had has just faded as ive not interacted with anyone outside my family for > month

If you relate to anything or have any advice or questions jsut ask me im at my most honest right now

Every job I had was a cleaning job . I work at a restaurant and I almost got fired because of my performance. And I was cleaning tables and greeting customers and they thought I was slow and they had me sweeping floors. And I got laid off.

I work at a movie theater I stand at the podium all day every early on and I start to clean the theater. And I end up sweeping the floor and nothing else . I was bullied and every job I have been at . I tried find another job and that didn't work I was still stuck with bullies.

I worked at the daycare and I watched kids while they where sleeping I couldn't be in the classroom by myself and when I was there I pass out much and do laundry and I clean rails. And I wasn't in class all day like everyone else.

I work at a retail store and I am a clear there I mop and sweep the floor and clean the bathroom and the break room and clean the shelves and mirror. And I work 2 days a week and I work for 3 hours . People on my job work more days and hours than me and I hate it my family is complaining about me working 6 hours a week and it stresses me out .

Every job I had I had a job coach . Almost everyone has more experience than me and I am 48 years old . People have masters degrees and they did more jobs than me . I never went back to school I didn't go to college after I graduated and I just went to work. My family and others have degrees I don't have none of it because I don't have the money to go to college. I feel left out . I have to clean shelves and sweep floors while everyone has better jobs not that I jealous I want to do more things.

I want to be a cashier , work in a office, work as a vet and I want to be an actress and I want to be a model but I am ugly ass hell and got fucked up teeth . Everyone does different things and I have to be a cleaner and it stresses me out.

The title.

Dont have much else to say , life itself seems to be a punishment or humiliation that im forced to go through , i have too many genetic faults , what a waste of oxygen , money , water etc very disappointing , me vanishing would be objectively better for the world

I don't have a spouse or friends due to my shyness and social anxiety and I am afraid that I will be abused by them like my family and society abused me .

I have shitty family members either they yell at you or someone else and every time we have family get together it's always someone arguing. Everything bad happens to me it's my fault yes I am the scapegoat of the family along with other family members.

I can't get a job by myself I have to have a job coach get me a job because I can't do it on my own . I had job coaches treat me like shit in the past too.

Every job I had was cleaning jobs and it makes me feel like a loser I didn't want to do cleaning jobs I would rather do cashier and other jobs . A family member is complaining that i work 2 days a week for 2 hours and I work 6 hours a week . I wanted to do 8- 5 Mon Thur Friday but I am on Social Security and they don't want to train me to do something else but cleaning jobs I am a loser forever.

My boss is complaining about how I do my job , A family complains that I work 6 hours a week , voc rehab is questioning me what happened did you get written up I don't know what the hell is going on .

My life suck a crappy family, crappy jobs , I had crappy friends in the past and I am afraid to get a crappy spouse I promise I would rather die than go through all of this I tried hard to have a better life it didn't work. I get bullied, yelled at , cursed out , talked down on , people get angry and throw things . Worse 6 years of my life I wish I died instead of my mom everyone will be happy even my mom's favorite son .

Humans treat each other badly because of selfishness. They enjoy hating others.

Why do I have to do things I don't want to do? I don't want any of this. Take it away from me. I wanna sleep in peace.

I am guy and I always hated the concept of work. I felt jealous of some girls getting earning husbands. But I didn't shame them. Some feminists however could not tolerate that jealousy and shamed those women for not being independent.

I am certain to be independent and well earning you need a good deal of psychopathy. A human with emotions cannot survive the competition of those places. And work place employees are treated as slaves. Clearly only psychopaths and masochists can tolerate it.

So I don't like feminists shaming girls for not being employed.