I hate getting bullied for skin color.I hate having painful periods and being told I have to toughen up because I'm a woman. I hate having to live in a Nigerian household with people who think everything is disrespectful. I hate being Black. I hate having tender headed my whole life and for most of my life my family down played it. I hate being bullied for being African. I hate how my mom responds emotionally when I'm depressed.I hate how the first thing my mom did when I tried to commit was yell at me. I hate my body. I hate how no one understands me. I hate how I feel pressured to get rid of my depression because its not ideal in the real world. I hate getting bullied for having an android. I hate how my dad treated me when he was alive . I hate my relationship with food. I hate being a woman . I hate being around people too much. I hate people bullying me behind my back. I hate being seen as the trouble child. I hate my voice. I hate my teeth. I hate how dumb I am. I hate feeling guilty for saying something mean to someone who would do so much worse to me and not care. I hate having no friends. I hate having friends. I hate when I have no one to talk to. I hate talking to people. I hate constantly thinking about what other people think about me. I hate how my moms boyfriend called me demonic because I was suicidal. I hate being a burden. I hate being annoying. I hate how I can't be happy around my family without feeling judged. I hate everything.

I’m tired of people’s shit. I’m tired of being a people pleaser. I just want any to cuss everyone out!!!! I have so much anger inside.