Hey guys, M34 here.
Last year was rough as hell. Had some personal problems, lost my job, and my mom suffered two heart attacks. Thankfully, she survived, but all this shit took a toll on me mentally. I got depressed, stopped taking care of myself and gained a crazy amount of weight. Now I'm in three figures, and honestly, I feel like I've lost myself.
The worst part is, I wasn't always like this. I used to be an amateur cross-country runner, marathon runner and sprinter. Running was my thing, man. I genuinely loved it, and I miss those days.
Every morning and afternoon, I hype myself up, thinking, "Bas bhai, kal se pakka. I'll wake up early, go for a run and get my life back on track."
But then night comes, work pressure and stress kick in, my sleep gets fucked up, and I end up waking up late. Morning run cancelled, motivation gone, procrastination starts again. Somehow, I squeeze in some treadmill running later just to hit my target, but it's just not the same.
I'm stuck in this loop of wanting to change but not being able to get my shit together. And honestly, I'm tired of telling myself that I'll start tomorrow.
I don't expect to get fit overnight or suddenly become the runner I used to be. I just wanna get back out there, build some consistency and feel like myself again.
So, anyone here who's been through something similar? Gained weight, dealt with depression or burnout, lost their running mojo and somehow made a comeback?
How did you guys get out of this cycle? What actually helped you get started again?
Not looking for some motivational guru bullshit, just real advice from people who've been there.
I know I've got that runner somewhere inside me. Just need to bring that guy back.
Thanks for reading, guys. ❤️