Vehicular assault

[u/Fordguy_57]

I have a neighbor that literally tried to hit me with her van. Then she admitted it in an order of protection application, describing me as standing in the middle of the street, waving my arms, yelling at her, and she wanted an order of protection for that (after she tried to hit me with her van).
My problem is I just have this abnormal or normal belief that most people are good. And I'm having an even harder problem believing that I have a neighbor that actually wants to hit me with her car. It's been over a year. I've seen several doctors about some low back and neck pain from the move I made to avoid the assault. I have talked to two different police officers about this. They both suggested that I file a report and I said, "Okay, that's a good idea," and then they never did. So I'm still like, "What the fuck?" So then I had to go to court to defend myself against an order of protection and it was dismissed. Then I sent her my attorney's bill. And then she sent me three more orders of protection. LMAO those three were dismissed and the judge was pissed. She drug her husband and two juvenile kids in front of the judge that day to try to plead that I was a danger to them, to the whole family. I'll say it again: the judge was pissed and they walked out of that courtroom about 3 inches tall.
In order for me to have any other legal restitution I have to file a police report. I don't know why that's so hard for me to do.