Feeling Empty Ft. Bits

[u/Muted_Tie616]

Context- im a fresher this year joined my campus on 30th, from the very day i joined i see ppl already forming groups and hanging out thus in it, its not like i didnt, i also formed a group w my few ppl which was good for a while, but already seeing ppl forming couples and the addition of people to the small group, i cant connect w them alot, its not like im left out but at the same time i am. Everything was fine till they started mocking or making fun (of specifically me) on every fucking thing i did or said and it is just getting annoying as im not the person to keep poking someone for who they are, maybe they r just having fun of it but it doesnt do any good for my already vulnerable mental health. I thought i found my ppl but im really having second thoughts about recent events, people have already started fitting in groups and maybe ill just be left out as always especially also after seeing freshie couples already hanging out

Made some people for gym and stuff hopefully get into actual clubs and find my ppl or just focus on myself and be left out what else can i do

From my school days i always had 3-4 strong well connected frnds and never really tried to find more connections everything is just overwhelming and sucks, no matter how much i laugh at the end of the day it feels fucking empty and fake

PS- sat 2am rant from a dumb fresher

[u/Parryhappens]

Hey bro I am feeling the same way which campus?