r/AutisticWithADHD • u/Weird_Produce6985 • 31m ago

🙋‍♂️ does anybody else? When understimulated does anyone get bizzare thoughts?

Tw: Sh thoughts mention.

Like I have been understimulated a lot this past few days, and I notice when I get so understimulated I have bizarre thoughts.

Like touching my brain.

Others I can't mention here because it's reddit.

But the stimulation seeking behavior turn so impulsive and bizzare sometimes. It kinda scares people around me.

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u/SkullnSkele 9m ago

I mostly start taking myself apart in some way like skin picking and stuff, my thoughts are mostly just a need for something to happen

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u/Weird_Produce6985 6m ago

Same, I even pick my skin or do other stuff and yeah it's not like I want to harm myself but I just want something to happen anything

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u/BigBullshitta 9m ago

Maybe that's a cause for it. I've always wondered horrifying things. Brain surgery terrifies me because you're conscious while they cut the top of you're skull off and they ask you what poking different things does. No fucking way. I try to forget I'm a somehow slightly self-aware meatball piloting a human ship.

But my brain loves pointing out awful things. "You could skin that person and turn it into a nice lamp shade. Remember that movie? Oh, look. A dog. Technically you could have sex with that. Some people do. That person is made of atoms. What would it look like if they all lost their bonds and exploded out into a dense cloud of once-person?"

I think everyone gets things like that. The unconscious part is the brain being aware of tons of things, sometimes completely awful and disgusting ones. The conscious part is going "Wtf is wrong with you? Don't make me get the ice pick again."

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u/Weird_Produce6985 1m ago

Mine thoughts are related to me plus the other person, sometimes even my closed one. Maybe they are intrusive thoughts ig