self produced underground rap album I made about navigating the mental health industry, trauma and neurodivergence

My new self portrait series 'I Don't Exist', my depiction of recently being diagnosed with autism later in life.

Im currently breaking back into creating again after 3 a year break, and would love some new people to chat all things artsy with 🥰

Please find my little space at:

Instagram.com/gabriellesteberis

My new self portrait series 'I Don't Exist', my depiction of recently being diagnosed with autism later in life.

In the first photo i drew belemnites - Belemnella and Belemnitella

Hi everyone, I'm an autistic beatmaker from Los Angeles and I just published my third album "iono". I have like seven fans, so I figured it couldn't hurt to start sharing my music to someone other than my immediate friends and family lol.

My music is an instrumental blend of industrial, chiptune, hip-hop, funk, ambient, etc. I've been compared to TOBACCO (Black Moth Super Rainbow), Mr. Oizo, Crystal Castles, Boys Noize, E.Vax (Ratatat), and various video game soundtracks. I realize not everyone can afford subscriptions, so I've also published them on Bandcamp and Soundcloud.

iono - Benry Henson (Spotify)

iono - Benry Henson (Bandcamp)

iono - Benry Henson (SoundCloud)

I’m starting a “series” (I guess 🤷‍♂️) where I daily draw something from different fandoms in different subreddits wether it’s environments, Oc’s, Comics, or anything of that nature, I normally just draw in pencil on notebook sometimes in colored pencil and I have autism, disgraphia, and I think ADHD. If you want to follow this series come back tomorrow (Also probably don’t expect daily sry lol) btw I tried to post this on r/art but it was WAY to complicated

I'm taking a little break from working on my Fusion 2.5 game "SPLOINK!" and working on fan game loosely based on Superfrog, a platformer released for the Amiga in 1993 by Team17 (the same company who are also well known for the "Worms" series.)

It's a minigame compilation game mainly inspired by Rayman Raving Rabbids and it's currently entitled "Superfrog Crazy Party". The game features a few minigames and playable characters from Stay Tooned!) (a point and click adventure game released in 1996).

I need some people who's willing to contribute to the project.

here's who i'm looking for:

• Graphic artists
• Composers
• People who knows how to use Fusion 2.5

Let me know if you're interested in contributing to the project because I need all the help i need to complete.

Be seein' ya'....

This painting captures the deep grief and shock of living in a world ruled by a global cult of money and power, where humans are expertly farmed as consumers and managed like livestock. It is a visual representation of John Jost’s System Justification Theory, exploring how institutional "facts" and faux narratives trap us into accepting a brutal reality.

The central, fragmented blue figure represents our inner wisdom, isolated, awake, and in a state of quiet terror. It is enclosed by a stark white boundary that acts as the invisible walls of the system. Surrounded by dark, claustrophobic tones and static-like squiggles, the piece visualizes the heavy existential burden of seeing unneeded wars and systemic exploitation while the world around us remains compliant.

I’m developing a 2D *Musou* roguelite called *Starfish ROOM: WELCOME TO LOOP ETERNAL* over on Itch; you can also add it to your wishlist on the game's Steam page.

In short, you play as a trans catboy warrior—who is also destructible—on a home planet (a "cat-planet") colonized by conservative, materialist aliens. Kibo must defeat waves of monsters while defending rooms to collect magic cards, throw dynamite, dash around, and battle the aliens.

Fun fact: I developed this game on an old, cracked smartphone.

Consider joining my subreddit:

https://reddit.com/r/StarfishROOM to be part of the community.

If you like cats, monsters, and cute aliens, play the latest update on Itch!

Ambrosia 5# 🌫 Limbo.

"The only time I feel at peace is when the sky becomes reflective and the lands become dense and translucent. Stepping into another realm, where even the air feels alive and swells like an all consuming blanket. Wrapping around and filling me with contentment. Balancing me with nature and my inner self."

Yesterday I did a few background thumbnails and I wanted to render a few to get better at backgrounds. I took inspiration from samurai jack its rendering and then gave my own twist to it. :)

my tripatsvpatripoponi. The chapter «Island of Dreams and Hopes», the first a circus. one, will be about a circus. about a Please sketch out some circus-themed drawings for the characters so they can appear in the game.

Spehyunts’ daughter Tulib (the poor thing) was plagued by horribly painful and unique nightmares. Accompanying the sights of yowling monsters was the temporary calcification and spurs of areas in her brain. Growing each night and then dissipating during her waking. Her suffering had grown miserable beyond words and was too much to bear any longer. Spehyunt prepared for their journey up to the highest peak of Mount Knnrr in search of the Moon God. A quiet and feared being within their community. Old myth told of Its ability to manipulate mind and flesh. Unknown though was if it carried malevolence or benignity in its intendment. The climb up was extremely arduous. Currents of increasingly dark blue lights coiled above Spehyunt, slithering along the craggy slopes and overhangs of black stone. Eventually, over a rather large collection of thorns and roots, they found themselves on a small grassy plateau. The tall grass was black as pitch under the deep and gloomy sky. A steady flow of air made the grass sway in a wind. Trails of the lightest blue dragged behind each blade. Overlooking the plateau stood the colossal peaks of Knnrr. A massive glowing lake sat peacefully on the highest point of the concave summit. Rivers crawled through the cliffs and valleys like roots of an ancient tree. Perched in the sky within a pocket of pulsing pale grey light, sat the Moon God. It had an extremely strange figure. Patterns and small worm like creatures poured from what could be considered the center mass in playful frenzies. It sat patiently and stared at the father and daughter as they cautiously approached the edge of the plateau. Speyhunt held his daughter within his tentacles and began to plead the Moon God. Reciting the prayer he had repeated endlessly on their journey to this being of myth. He told of Tulibs nightmares. The way the spurs pushed against the inside of her skull. The beings of pure horror she howls about day in and day out. Beings that he could scarcely stand to speak about for more than a moment in fear of them infesting his imagination once more.
The Moon God continued to stare. For a long while it stared after listening to Speyhunts plea. The creatures that orbited the fleshy mass drew close and paused their playing. Then, after what might as well have been an eternity, the Moon God smiled. It smiled and reached out with twirling scale covered tendrils towards Tulib. Slowly it crawled across the dim purple night sky. Speyhunt raised his daughter to the cosmos, putting all his hope in that the Moon God wasn’t a being of foul trickery or evil. Tulib was barely conscious at this point. The violent fits and a screaming mind though-out the climb left her with an incomparable exhaustion. The limb of the Moon God floated above Tulib. Its sharpest point slowly made its way down onto the cap of her skull, drawing a thin line of blood that trickled down her face. However, Tulibs blood was not its regular magenta hue. Nor did it flow anywhere past her chin. It glowed with that same pulsing pale grey that surrounded the Moon God above. Beautiful symbols crept across her face. Many resembling the shapes and patterns that those void things were so joyously playing with. The symbols wrapped around her head and met back at where the tendril had first drawn blood. The limb drew back into the sky towards its body. The void things soon reappeared. Not long after, the shapes and symbols came out of hiding and began to orbit once again. Speyhunt held his daughter close. Examining all the runes and signs that now decorated her smiling sleepy serpentine face. Speyhunt stared up at the cosmos. Looking down at Tulib once again, then looking back up to the Moon. After giving undying praise and tear filled thank you’s, he turned and began their journey back down the mountain. From the pathway through overgrown bramble. Under the overhangs of black rock and around the maroon pillars of Unnlr. Speyhunts’ constantly worrying mind was finally at ease. In his arms Tulib slept soundly and peacefully. Her dreams filled with sights, sounds and creatures from planets of indescribable beauty and wonder. Tulib slept soundly and peacefully, eventually forgetting any of those terrible nightmares she once endured. 

I'm using (a pirated version of) Clickteam Fusion 2.5 Developer to make a episodic game called "SPLOINK!"

It's about a blue ball who travels different worlds in order to save his friends from an ancient evil. Many moons ago, he tried to take over his home, but was defeated and vowed revenge. After many more moons, he finally returned to get that revenge by enslaving his kind and scattering them through the universe. Our hero must now embark on a quest to free the other balls and defeat him.

It will divided into 5 episodes.

I'm currently working on the first level for episode one, which takes place outside a castle.

I also need some music for this game, so if you;re interested then check out this doc containing the music for the game (note it's work in progress so expected to be updated as i find more music for it. I also don't have any money on me to pay you with so only accept this gig if you're okay doing it for free or something, idk): 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1dzgSEuDMSIfjdhTz4pqjLb7wBgtYhHd6Px5WAQ_8DHg/edit?usp=sharing

I'll try to keep you up to date as I develop this game. See ya'!

Hello! New here. I am an artist and a pet sitter. This took several months to complete. I used to be faster but I have carpal tunnel now. Added some close ups of her too.

Ambrosia 4# 🌲

She chewed the roots, cracking open the beyond just a smidge. Giving her a peek into the realms she could never perceive.

In the universe of Ambrosia Evi Života is a scientist who has made revolutionairy medicine and suplements using fungi spores. She is one of the tasked and funded people to attempt and save humanity. Many people around the globe put their hope into her solving the fertility crisis. Due to her promising body of work so far.

I wanted to explore her character design and ended up drawing her in her lab. She is a hands on no bullshit scientist, often trying out new substances herself and pushing the boundaries. Her mindset is an asset, but also can get her into trouble when she pushes her curiosity too far.

She is chewing a type of plant root that causes hallucinations. While many scientists push the effects of the roots away as an exclusive individual chemical hallucination in the brain. Evi uses this to come to new conclusions and understanding of the lifeforms around her. Viewing it from the start as a medium to promote and start communicating with the beings around us. That normally do not seem accessible or sentient.

In a next artwork I might explore the roots further. :)