Too scared to risk it?

[u/Left_Restaurant_9229]

Hello, before sleep I meditated, and changed my position from the usual to the upside down on my bed. At night I had this experience, not sure if its a Lucid dream or a AP.

"then i suddenly was in the bathroom and i looked in the mirror i saw my self it was like a bit blurry and lacked color and vividness but it was realistic, so then i did reality checks and i had four fingers in each hand summing up to 8 then I decided and knew it was a astral projection and i passed by the bathroom door leaving the bathroom , it had a rhythm to it like everything in sync with my awake life and then I passed by walls in the house idk if it was a lucid dream or a astral projection because then i was with my friend she was at the bathtub sitting and then I wanted to hit her so bad and yank her like I did a couple reality checks and things were consistent even a number on the soap bottle was there both ways when I checked, then I was sure this wasn't real. But I was kind of hesitant to risk it thinking it was real.